Thanks you ladies for your inputs. It sounds like a 1 for 1 trade can be my gauge. You all are a tremendous help and are making me understand that I need to stop beating myself up over what has been lost, stop looking back and keep pushing forward. Yes, shingles is a nervous system disease and probably the most pain I have ever been in. I have been off the one drug that directly impacts the nervous system for over a week now and I am still having problems regulating my body tempurature ... or I could be starting into hot flashes.

Who knows?
What I do know is I am happy to be back in the gym and getting back to my old self. I did a Pilates session and 40 minutes on the treadmill today. Yesterday and tomorrow are weight days with my trainer + 30 minutes on the treadmill. So far I am tired, but good tired. Not as sore today as I was after my first weight day back. I hate to admit it, but I missed working out.
2005 is going to be our year to reach all our dreams!!
Thanks again
Ellen