Okay, I quit.. I don't know what I'm quitting.. but I QUIT!!! I am SO tired of working (I am getting a TEMP promotion, which means I get great hours until we get the assistant manager back.. also I get to be "acting 3rd key", and go back to "part time").. I am tired of dieting and not being skinny yet ( I want it NOW).. I am tired of feeling like a frickin' burden to my boyfriend (he has to pick me up from the bus stop). Today I really really tried to walk up.. but I was SO SO sick at work, I think it might be a slightly allergy to curry, which was in my lunch. So I spent quite a while in the bathroom.. not pleasant.. oh yah... I am tired of being SICK ALL THE DAMN TIME! ( I think I have IBS, so I have to stay away from sugar, wheat, caffiene, fatty foods, spicy foods, milk, anything processed.. basically take me out back and shoot me!). So.. thats it.. I'm quitting.
Okay.. now that I got that out.. I'd like to say I feel better.. but I'm having a pity party over here.. it's a potluck, what are you bringing? Now I have to stay strong and not drown my sorrows in junk food.. there is SO much of it in my house its scarey. My bf is addicted to junk food, today he brought home pizza and caramel popcorn, this is added to the chips, pop, ice cream, "turtle" type chocolates, cin. graham crackers, mint chocolate, and reese mini bites. I manage to stay away from it most of the time ... grrr.. okay. I'm going to make a healthy dinner and go from there.. and I'm going to hope tomorrow gets better.. Take care
Monday
