Weigh to goal
Good morning Everyone.
I'm at work and there isn't any. They had everyone work the weekend, and when they do that we don't have anything on Monday. Not much going on but I still don't have the motivation that some of you all have. I keep talking the talk, and not walking the walk. Had my mom talk to her minister about the situation at home, and he told he something that I would of never imagine. I thought he would say both of you come in and get counseling and go from there. (That is what we were going to do last week, till dad started in again). He basically told her he would want to go in a home if it was him, and he would put his wife in one if it were her. The grounds for this would be that the best care would be given to the person that was in need. That watching a love one 24/7 can have it's toll on a person. I know he is right, but deep down, I just want this situation to go away. I want it to be like it use to be. I know this would be the best for mom also, however, dad will never forgive us for it, and he will never want to see us again. Court is today at 1:30, and thank God I don't have to be there. I just feel like I'm abandoning him, like i'm forgetting him.
Well on the lighter side, I will again today to get my motivation back. However it is prepms. Well you all have a great day, and I will check in later. Keep your motivation going, so I can have some.
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