Dips, sorry not laughing at You!

I told you not to laugh I swear I feel like I'm in a bad episode of "Sex and the City" I told my co-wroker my situation and she's like "don't knock him til you tried him because my sister's husband has a small one and she said he's the best she's ever had" ...Bullsh*t!! I don't believe that for one damn minute. I tell you another thing, if he knew what came before him he would not have opened his pants that night. My ex set the bar. Anyway I'm not going to sleep with him just to prove myself right. For one thing my mind won't be in it because I'll already be expecting the worst and I'll be thinking back to what I had before. I have toys bigger than him! This is so damn depressing. I want to bake a whole pie for myself ( but I won't, don't worry)

BTW, prior to this discovery, we made plans to go to a comedy club scheduled for tonight so I'm going with him, but I'm still trying to think of a way to break up with him wothout seeming like an a**hole but it's hard because he's so damn nice! Okay I'm getting depressed lets talk about veggie burgers.

Noelle- I still love you despite your evil taunting My buddy who's vegan recommended Boca Burgers, tried them and hated them
I heard of garden burgers, I may give them a shot. I did try this veggie ground round in chilli and it was awesome! So what I discovered is tha if you drown the veggie "meat" in flavor and added elements, yo could totally fool yourself into believing it's meat!! So tonight I'm making veggie meat balls in my homemade tomatoe sauce with low fat mozzarella cheese. I can't wait. It's not like I have anything ELSE exciting to look forward to tonight. My life sucks.

J- My love, I never thought you would have a laugh at my expence but since you've been perfect to me up until now, I won't hold it against you. You're still my sunshine

But really...I'm not being a shallow, irrational jerk, right?

Hey all, how's your Sunday going? I just got back from the flea market and we came home with 2 loaves of fresh bread, one's pesto (the one we bought before) and a new flavor, jalapeno. That sucker is hot and spicy! I love it. I'm trying not to eat too much bread though, it just sets me off for wanting more carbs. I did get a good walk in this morning with the pooches. I'm just lazing around the house now and we'll be firing up the grill later on this afternoon.

Dips honey, you know I'm not laughing at you in your predicament. I second what Red said about compatibility in all areas. Hope you let the guy down gently. There are lots of guys in NYC right? I'm sure you'll find Mr. just-the-right size soon, just kidding with ya! I know you probably wanna put your combat boots back on and come hunt me down right? Love ya.

Hi Girls,

Just got done eating dinner and it was tasty. We had bbq'ed chicken on a big green salad. It was good. Also had some french bread with it but I am with you Noelle I can't eat to much of it. I have been a total carb addict lately. I think all that Easter candy I ate started up the cravings. I have been taking alot of walks this weekend. A long one last night and two today. We got dd a new bike and for some reason she is afraid to use her brakes, when we were on our walk on Friday night she was going to crash but dh caught her in time before I could catch her. I better go to Wal Mart sometime this week and stock up on bandaids.

Kempy are ya back from your trip? Hope it was great.

Noelle nothing better than fresh baked bread. I always have hard time passing it up. Enoy grilling out tonight.

Well I think I will go read some of the newspaper out in the sun. Hi everyone

Helllllllllllllllllllooooooooooooo Ladies,


Well I am back from vacation & booohoooo back to work. Just not the same as spending all day lying on the beach but hey gotta pay the bills!

Boy. have I been missing the dirt. I have just read some of the later posts & Dips your dramas have made my morning I am soooo sorry but I have to say that I did laugh, VERY loud, so much so that one of the staff came in to my office to see if I hadnt finally lost it. I am more for the try it myself you really do just never know. but then again small is small & wellllllll.... Please keep us posted. I need a pick up read during the day. lol.

As far as food is concerned I have not been near the scale in weeks nor have I been concerned with what I put in my mouth, well actually thats not really true as I totally obsess about everything I put in my mouth but for the past few weeks I just have not let it stop me, in real terms I have been so obsessed that I seem to have been constantly stuffing my face. I so need to get back on track. Will keep you posted when I finally get the courage to weigh in.

Best work now,

Have a great day all.

Hey Guys. We are back. I don't have much time to post. I have to get the clothes going and pick up the pics. I dropped them off this morning. I will be back later to chat. I just wanted to let you know that we made it home safe.

Hi Girls

Kempy glad to see you back. You will have to tell us all about your trip. Hope it was nice!

Maggzs welcome back. The beach does sound a lot nicer than work.

Angie, hello girl.

Noelle what is going on in HI today?

Hi everyone else

I just made some chicken salad with some leftover chicken. It was so good, I have not made that in years. I am just waiting to go pick up dd from preschool. Have any of you ever tried BareMinerals make up before? My complextion has been off lately. My mom offered to order us each some of the powder foundation. I might have to take her up on it. Well I should go try and get some excercise in quick before I leave. Bye

Woohoo! 20 minutes of excercise in. Didn't want to do it but feel good after!

Hi babies...

Maggz- Welcome back, Girl! Glad you had a chance to escaoe the madness only to return and have a good laugh at my situation. Thank goodness for the women like you who are about "trying it yourself" I'm just not that way. I know what I like and I know what I am used to. I can't downsize. I just can't Nothing new to report. I'm sticking to my decision to end it. I just haven't figured out how just yet. In the meantime I figured I just avoid him like the plague. It's immature but it's all I have it in me to do right now til I figure out my next step.

Kempy- Welcome home, babe. Can't wait to see the pics. Bet you look lovely as always!

Red- You are so funny. You always find a way to make us smile through any situation. I adore you for that. Not hiding, babe, just really buckling down with school.

J- Way to go on excersising even though you weren't feeling it. That's when it really counts-when you dig deep and push yourself. You make me proud!

Noelle- You crack me up too. Hopefully I'll run into Mr. Right size. I decided that I should focus on shoe size, that seems to be a good indicator.

Hi Angie, Aimee and everyone. TTYL

I'm getting frustrated with the whole shutterfly thing so here's the best I could do with a couple of my vaca pics. Hope you see them okay...
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Hey all, just got done walking the dogs and I am tired. Lucky (my bratty girl dog) is getting to be quite the diva with an assortment of collars. My sis just bought her some new bling--a double-row pink rhinestone necklace It looks so pretty against her dark brown coat. I'll try and get a pic of it. I'm praying for positive results at my WI tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Hi Maggzs. Sorry you're back to the old grind but I'm happy you're back. I bet that vacation did you good. It's always hard to go back to work right after a vacation.

Kempy, welcome back girl! Glad you had a good trip. I hope you're all nice and relaxed and tanned. I wanna see pics! I bet all your cats and dogs are glad to have you home too.

Red, glad I could make you laugh How goes it in Tokyo?

Dips, you're looking fab-u-lous!!! You should have no problem getting a new man with big hands and feet. Aaahh, look at Niko, so cute! Did he hit the beach with you too? Your shoe-size comment made me think of the movie Roll Bounce, did you see it? The guy wore size 9 skates but the guy behind the counter kept giving him waaaaaaaaayyyy big skates (like size 15) to impress the ladies it was hilarious.

Hey Julie, way to go on the exercise . My mom and sister use Bare Minerals. My mom has some age (liver) spots(?) on her face and the powder covers them up pretty good. My sis likes the system because she doesn't like any type of liquid or cream foundation. I've only heard good things about it, I would try it. It's nice that mom is buying. Are your kids having a May Day program? Michael's school is gearing up for this Friday, I have to go hunting for some tropical flowers they can use for decorations.

Angie girl, you better not be hiding out on us... I'm missing chatting with ya

Hi to Cal, Cherie, Aimee, Red and everyone. Gotta wrap this up and hit the shower.

p.s. did I ever tell you guys about that website myheritage-dot-com? You upload photos of yourself, friends or family or anyone and their database will kick out pics of celebrities that you most closely resemble. It's FUNNY! Try it.

Hey dips,

HAHAHA
I only said I would try...
I never said I would buy lol. Ive had times in my life ( not recently thanks to being married nearly 14 years) but previously where Ive thought I just couldnt knock a gift horse in the mouth hahahah
but then again I seen your pics...You dont need to settle!

GO GIRL