Kristalin180,
Think back to when you started, I bet you feel better emotionally and physically then you did before you started the program so please don't go backwards. I sure understand the financial portion it can be a real drain. I have wondered myself if I can do it all myself after my contract is up and frankly I don't know. But for me I think as long as I had HNS along with multi-vitamin and flax that I could.
Whatever you decide keep positive. I have noticed many up's and downs for myself the past couple of weeks for no particular reason. I ate off plan all weekend and I had never really eaten off plan the 3 months I have been doing this. For some reason I looked in the mirror and saw the same person I saw three months ago and I think it emotionally drained me. I have been back on plan since Sunday with no creamies, etc. Following the first 5 day menu and I have lost and feel great.
Think of all the reasons you started the program and how much better I bet you feel.
Hang in there.
MSIM,
Hurricanes have been my only concern, along with leaving 2 teenagers home but I think even with a hurricane WDW will be awesome, always has been in the past. Staying at Animal Kingdom Villas, I am so excited\ I already know I will be more comfortable in those teeny-weenie airplane seats!
All,
Earlier I mentioned that I ate off plan Friday and Saturday and I mean really off plan, chip, kettle corn, crap like that. I just saw myself as I looked almost 50 pounds ago. I know I have changed so much but the mirror wanted to lie to me this weekend. Has that ever happened to any of you? I am back on plan now and don't ever want to go through that again. I almost felt like I was purposely trying to sabbatoge (misspelled) myself. I did not go weigh in Monday and I have NEVER skipped a weigh in. I will be there Friday though.
Started MRC 5/9/09