WindyCityChick , 05-22-2007 11:52 PM
Hopefully this will clear out and I can get back on the exercise track next week. ....sigh....
HI! How have you all been doing? Things have been crazy here this week!
It just seems like everyday there is somewhere to run to! Today after I pick my little guy up from school we are going to go to the park for a bit, and then when I get home I have some picking up to do! I am having Memorial Day this weekend so I have to get the house in order and I find doing a little each day makes it much easier for me! Well eating has not been so good over here! I am still waiting for my period to come and I hope that is the reason for the insanity but I don't know! I just feel so out of control with it and I don't know what to do. I have made it to the gym twice this week and tonight I am walking with my SIL. I just have to get this dang eating under control and I will be good! I don't know if I have a promblem or what but this doesn't seem normal to me anymore and it really upsets me! I feel like crap while I'm doing it but can't seem to stop and then I really feel like crap once its over and I am sitting there sick to my stomach! I don't know it may be time to get some professional help for this. It just seems really embaressing to me! They ask what's the problem and I say I can't stop eating.....it just seems like that should be something I can control you know? Anyway I am off to take my shower and pray to God my period comes today before I loose my mind! Hope you all have a great day and hey it's Wednesday already YAY!!!!!

I'm going to weigh in tomorrow morning, but I'm sure it's going to be off since my Aunt Flow decided to visit just in time for the holiday weekend... Then I'm off to try on my dress Sunday at my parents camper in Urbanna! I'll have pictures up Sunday I promise.

And that's going to help keep me on track this weekend. We've got a wedding tomorrow late afternoon and with the holiday and everyone being here, I'm hellbent on not messing up my progress for the week!!!!

