Saw the dietian yesterday. Lost 1 lb. We talked about different things.
1. I told her about the meet & greet of my new Nurse Practioner b/c my other one left the practice. I told the Dietian about how when the NP was looking at my chart and saw that my altimate goal is to be 125 by my 45 b-day in 2010 the NP said "not going to happen". and how those negative words started to play in my head on a constant loop over the past weekend. I the Dietian how excited I was about losing 5 lbs and was feeling good then those words started looping and how it took awhile to get them out of the loop. But that every once in a while they start again.
2. We also talked about how I need outside motivation and goals. I explained how I have never been a set goals and achieve them kind of girl. I rather have goals set for me and meet them. Its like a going to work and getting paid concept. If that makes sense to anyone.
3. We talked about her going on vacation and that she would like to see 4 lbs gone by our first meeting when she is back and to get back to 3 days a week of exercise.
4. I also mentioned that last week her appointment before mine there was a girl to see her that I am assuming is there for the same reason I am and that I would be interested in being support for her so I gave the dietian my email address and to pass it on to that girl. Also that it would be really cool if she would start a support group thing for her patience so we could get together share ideas and talk about the pressures/emotions trying to lose weight at home etc.





Yep, it's been snowing pretty much all day. 
