Thanks for all the ideas for chicken, I'm going to try a few of them this week. How do you make the spicy shrimp? We have a bag of frozen shrimp in the freezer, can I use those? They are the pre-cooked kind, and big.
It's so good to see all the losses on this board, it really helps me to come here and see that.
I weighed today too, down 2 lbs since Monday, which is good because I had a few slip ups this week. Vanilla creamer in my starbucks (only 4 hours of sleep and I forgot my cocoa hns that day) and I had animal crackers yesterday AND today, eek! I was so nervous getting on the scale. I got to sign the 10lb board... it was... weird... I mean it was good, but weird, I almost feel like I don't deserve it with all the slip-ups I've had.
Is anyone familiar with this... sometimes I feel like I can't do this, that I will fail again like I always do. Once that thought creeps in, I start to not take care of myself. I don't quite care what I put in my mouth (re:animal crackers), I don't drink my water, don't take my vitamins... I can't fully verbalize what this feeling is. It's almost as if a voice inside me is saying, who do you think you are fooling trying to lose weight, you'll never do it, you'll always be the same weight you are now, so accept it and eat some animal crackers. I go through this every time I start a new program or diet, and it (the voice) usually ends up winning.
I really don't like this voice inside my head and I'm working really hard at shutting it up lol. This time I really want to be successful! Namaste, I love your u-turn analogy, it has been helping me a lot the last few days.
Well it's way past my bedtime, 'night all!



Know what you mean about wondering if you can do this, my negative self talk is maybe I'm happy being fat...funny isn't it we know that its self-sabotage but we still hear that little voice in our head! Fight back...and do something nice for yourself for getting to sign that 10lb board, you deserve it!!!!!




