Good Evening All!!! Wow I missed so much while away on my girls weekend in Las Vegas....I absolutely agree 100% on what has been mentioned about struggling with personal conflicts to why we have gained the weight and how we continue to struggle even with success on the scale...for me even after loosing 50 pounds and still having 30 more or so to go it is a struggle everyday. I know we are all so hard on ourselves and forget to love ourselves and congratulate ourselves for our accomplishments...for instance...all the pictures I took this weekend with my friends, of nearly 30 years, all I saw were imperfections in myself, ie...how my stomach looked bloated in my LBD and this made me look 3 months pregnant, how my chin still was doubled even slightly... etc...how utterly stupid...really...I lost 50+ pounds and do have more weight to go and am working out to pulled myself together...but hey I do not see the thinner arms, neck, butt, or wearing a size 8...but only narrow in on the bulge in my middle...why on earth do we do this to ourselves!
On a happier note I had a fabulous time in Vegas, and happily ate the whole time off program, PLANNED, I tasted everything I wanted to but did not eat more than 2-3 bites of anything that was off program...everything tasted divine...and I kept saying to my friends WOW this food is so delicious, like I haven't tasted food in years...I guess being on program for nearly 8 months with a little break in the summer...anything off program tasted out of this world...but what I learned was all I needed was a bite or two to be satisfied, unlike before I would have the whole dish plus more. I had planned on having gin with diet 7-up or diet tonic, but none of the establishments I went to had this and the only diet drink was diet coke...so I ended up having gin with reg. tonic and wine. oh well I am flushing this out with water. I truly had a great time and feel great about my choices and know that tomorrow I am back on plan and had planned on doing a week of Meta-Quick and look forward to it, I loved my vacation and will step on the scale tomorrow morning and will take whatever it gives me, knowing I can live and loose using tools that are realistic with life.
PS - I uploaded a picture of me in my LBD for those that have requested...it is in my profile pictures...enjoy and no I am not 3 months pregnant

...just a stubborn mid-section...
Have a great week on plan!