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Originally Posted by ladystarrider
I haven't posted on this forum for a while, but I thought I'd check in now that it is November. I went to my center and had a heart-to-heart with my consultant about being tired and just wanting to be done. I started in mid-April and I've lost almost 50 pounds (I'm sure when I weigh next I will get my 50 pound stone). I couldn't be happier with my progress, but I've reached a dangerous place in my mind where my current weight is "good enough" instead of the best it can be. In other words, I've got 20 pounds to go to goal, although I'd like to lose 30 in all and see how that looks and feels.
I've been struggling with this, too.
I originally signed up for 17 weeks instead of 26 (because they were having a special for teachers, but only on the 17 week plan), so ultimately, I would like to get down 63 lbs, but my 17 weeks only takes me to 51 lbs (and I'm not sure I'll make it that far--as it stands now, I'll probably only hit 40 or so lbs).
I originally planned to just resign for an additional 17 weeks, but I'm so TIRED of this diet. I miss the variety in my foods--not as much because I am bored with the food plan, but because it's a huge pain and very stressful to consistently prepare meals I actually like and mostly enjoy with the foods currently available to me.
And I'm depressed by the fact that I not only DON'T look forward to meals (which is actually an impressive behavioral change for me), but that I DREAD meals, and sometimes have to force myself to choke the food down (chicken, AGAIN??? lol).
I'm losing this weight so I can look and feel better, yes, but also so I can hopefully get pregnant (PCOS/fertility issues) next summer when we start trying. On one hand, I don't want to spend a bunch of money to lose a ton of weight--only to get pregnant and start over again--if I can get pregnant with having lost only 40lbs. On the other hand, I don't want to stop losing, then not be able to get pregnant (not getting any younger here) and have to take more time to lose more.
And, of course, I hate the idea of "settling," if I know I can do more/do better.
It's a decision I'm still struggling with, and I'm not sure I'll be ready to make that decision until Christmas, when my contract is up.