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Originally Posted by LauraM
Is this your 1st time on MRC? I sure hope I lose fast and keep it off. I have my bridal shower on 2/7/09 and i am going to be seeing some people I have not seen in years and i would really like to look better so "I" don't feel uncomfortable and so I can look back at the pictures and not hate seeing myself in them! I have alot of problems losing weight so I am trying to keep postive and stay op. I told Judy at the MRcenter I would eat cardborad to lose the weight so actually having real food to eat is great. I was on metafast for awhile and it was just nasty....liquid all day long...everyday??? who could do that and stick with it for life? I tried Nutrisystem too and that was kinda like eating cardboard LOL!!
yes this is my first time on MRC...and short of surgery (which I was concidering before MRC) I have tried just about everything. I always lose around 50 pounds or so on every plan I do because I am so motivated at first, and then after I hit the midway point I lose focus and then binge eat and gain everything back and more!
Ive tried diet pills (never lost more than 20--always gained it back)
Nutrisystem (lost 50 gained all and more back)
Curves diet plan (lost 60 gained it all back and more)
Atkins twice (both times lost 50, gained it all back and more)
South Beach (-30 gained it all)
I could go on and on.I have done so many programs that its really embarrassing. I own more workout tapes than a video store! I am...excuse me, I WAS the worst yo-yo dieter that I have ever known. I know what my problems are and I just got to work though and fix them.
Almost everytime I have gained weight back is because we went on vacation and I started eating what I called "regular"---which means "whatever I wanted". I got home and weighed myself and thought "well that wasn't too bad. I will get back on track tomorrow". Then tomorrow becomes the next day and soon a few months will pass and I have gained everything back. Once I start eating all of those bad carbs and sugar, I become and addict and binge eat on everything because "this could be the last day I have it if I start my diet tomorrow" I always thought of myself as an all or nothing person. Its pretty embarrassing that in front of several people I know I seem like I am always on some diet, but year after year I get bigger and bigger. This is why I have to break the cycle. I don't want to live my life like this anymore. I think MRC is the place for me because I DO have to check in twice a week, I DO have to follow their meal plan and I DO have something to prove to everyone and myself that I will not let binge eating and constantly thinking about my weight control my life. It also helps that am losing so quickly, because that really keeps me motivated. They say that I will continue to lose 3-5 pounds throughout this whole process, but I would think towards the end it should slow down. I want to be at goal by their goal day (August 4th)--actually they say will lose 100 pounds by then, I want to lose 116 so I will be at my initial goal of 150 and if i want to continue after that I will!