I didn't feel like checking in this morning, but I'm still doing it.
I haven't been doing well eating wise for the last 2 days. At night,
I eat. It's the stress of the competition (competing for a new job through an exam and interview) that is getting to me. A
new kind of stress I haven't had a chance to work with. But tomorrow
is the big day, so once this is done, I'll be back to normal.
I think the stress doesn't just come from the competition. It's also
about the possibility of a new management job. A new team with new
people I do not know. This would be quite a big change. I know I
don't have to worry about that right now and just the exam and
interview (after all I may not get the job), but it's still stressing me out. I want it but at the same time, I fear it!
Today, I'm still in stress. This is my last chance for studying
tonight. I will focus on the technical studies tonight only. I wish
I could fast forward to next weekend where I've had the time to de-
stress from all this.
So typically not a good day in the forecast for today. I will try to
exercise tonight for 30 minutes while I study since I won't have a
chance to go to my dance class tonight.
That's it for me! Stress! Stress! Stress! & Eating Too Much!