Hi ToniMarie,
I know what you mean about needing things to click. I think everyone does, and needs to find it in there own way. Obviously coming to these boards and talking to others is a step in the right direction.
I need to lose 100 pounds myself, and have been over 200 for about 11 years. Even before that I have always had a struggle with my weight--to my teen years. But at the same time I have always thought that I would some day be the success story I dreamed about. In some ways we are all like Dorothy from the wizard of oz--we all have the power to go home, we all have the power to make our healthy destiny happen. So now I just need to snap on my ruby slippers and work to get fit, one day at a time. I guess that is the hard part--our journey home doesn't happen as fast at it did for Dorothy by snapping our heals 3 times. Boy, do I wish it was so simple!
Anyway, I look forward to making new friends on these boards--and would like to chat and keep each other motivated. We can do it!