Good luck!! I can understand where you are coming from. All of my friends have luckily always been very accepting and nice to me about my weight since I was very very young. Now that they are all getting married, I always look like the single ogre beside them all. Even though I always get the.... you have such a pretty face...... I'm fed up of hearing that, its like a back handed complement of, you are pretty, but your still fat kind of thing.
I have lost 39lbs so far, but I still have about 100 still to go. I am at the stage where it isnt that noticeable to of lost nearly 40lbs. But Next year I will start weight training and hopefully that will tone and bring a better shape to me.
You can do it