Hey everyone, how are you? I am WWPammie
I am new this forum/support group after trolling it for.... years lol. But I'm NOT new to this weight loss ****.
Since I was a teenager, I have struggled with my weight... Its been wayyy up, and down again for years and years.
Around the 1st of November, I hopped on the scale and the first number I saw glaring at me (in front of two other numbers of course) was a 3. Three hundred and two pounds.
I started crying... and crying and crying and crying... How did I let this happen?
I decided right away to join Weight Watchers. I want to be around for my two children... I don't want to die (because honestly... I've been feeling pretty deathly the past several months, due to joint pain etc... joint pain that doesn't HAVE to be there)...
I was married this past September to the love of my life... after 14 years, we decided to do it up officially in Niagara Falls, Canada

But I look at him and realize I want to LIVE MY LIFE with him... Not to live my life with him caring for me because I'm too obese to look after myself... I wanted to give him all I had.... Not the other way around
So.. Here I am. I hope by joining this community I can find some inspiration, and share victories and "losses" and meet some people who are in the same boat as I am.