Thank You for the reply!
I too have missed many years and robbed myself of the enjoyment in life that I deserve and I just cant stand to go another day making myself think that this is just how it has to be....I REFUSE!!!!
I am on a journey, not to be skinny....but to be healthy, although I know I have set a pretty lofty goal to be within the realm of "what they say is a healthy weight"....I believe along this journey I will know where I am comfortable and healthy, So we will just have to see where that is!

It is great to be on here and meet people like yourself that are willing to share their feelings and journey with me as well!
I hate the camera too....eek! Was debating taking some starting pics and monthly progress pics, but......I dont know if I will have the courage to post them on here

One good choice at a time and one day at a time........YES....WE CAN DO THIS!