Well, I just wanted to introduce myself. I have been trying to lose weight for over a year, I stepped on the scale today and I realized that instead of losing weight I gained 5 lbs. I'm not in the greatest of shape, but I go one walks for my exercise, which isn't much exercise, but I don't like sports, I never have. I used to lift weights, and I told myself that I was gaining weight because I was building muscle mass, but I now don't have access to a gym like I used too. I have always had body issues, I've always viewed myself bigger than I actually am. Currently, I am 5 ft 2 and 245 lbs. My sister was rubbing it in that she fits in last years jeans, she has become anorexic, again. All my friends are skinny, and recently one of my friends was complaining because she was actually 5 lbs heavier than she thought she was, and was calling herself fat. I have another friend where you can count her ribs, and she wants to loose 50 lbs. They aren't the best influence on me...they make me feel even worse about myself. They tell me I'm not fat. I'm tired of clothes not fitting, and I'm tired of strangers pointing at me when I go clothes shopping. My goal is to eventually be 150 lbs. Or around there....
Well, I rambled like I always do...I just wanted to introduce myself; say hi, etc
Allo Everyone :)
