I don't really post on here, ever.... But I'm a lurker.
And I've decided I really need the support. I've been "on" the program since Dec 15 2010. I lost 50lbs from then till about July 2011. But fell off program when I got too comfortable with it. Allowing myself a cheat here and there. I maintained a 40lb loss in total thru the summer (only gaining back the 10lbs) I figured come the fall I would high tail my toosh into full gear again. But holidays rolled in, adding on another 10lb gain (making a 20lb gain and 30lb loss in total). I was so devastated that every week I would try to start and fall right back into temptation. It feels so much stronger this time, and my willpower seems so depleted.
I know I need to finish and get off the remainding 50lbs I want to lose. But when I look at that number seeing that only 6months ago it was 30lbs to goal I feel like a failure. But a bigger failure would be to give in completely and never get back on program at all. I know that.
But like I previously stated the willpower is gone. If you really look at it though I had enough willpower to continue checking in at my IP doctor every week, and to come here and ask for help from you guys.
So that is my start I guess. I've been getting the 3rd day headaches and detox problems we all see. Been trying to keep with the extra protein and keep it all in check.
So whatever words of wisdom anyone can give to say a good ole "thata girl, keep it up" I'll take it. Becuase we all can use a lil bit of cheerleader in our life to keep us with our heads held high.
"Thata girls/boys!!!"
