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Originally Posted by nikkib
I totaly understand the day by day thing. Thats what I did with my old girl. sat with her one night and she let me know that she was ready (as strange as it sounds). The hardest part is adjusting. I still look for her in the window when I come home. They become part of our daily habits. We put her down about 3 weeks ago and I just went through the house last weekend and put away her food dishes and toys. My heart goes out to you.
Thank you I knew she was special from the time my dad picked her up. She was quite a character when my dad got her. He went through 3 couches... makes me laugh... she would pull the couch cushions through the doggie door and rip them apart and bury them in the back yard... he had such a perfect lawn until she arrived... When my dad had passed I had just lost one of my own dogs and was given the priveledge of becoming caretaker of Jewel and my dad's cat TAT. They both helped me get over my dog and my dad passing within months of each other... both of cancer. One of my last conversations with my dad was he wanted to know who would look after his animals, I told him then that he knows they will be looked after. The last day before my dad went into a coma, he asked to see his dogs, luckily we were at a small hospital and they let me bring his dogs in to see him late at night and the last picture I have of him is with his dogs on his hospital bed. I know she will tell me when it is time to go and join my dad, she still wants to walk twice a day and finally ate tonight. I know how much you miss your girl, they bring so much to our lives it is hard to figure out how to live without them.
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Originally Posted by brummie
It gave me a lump in my throat reading this. She's been a lucky little girl to having you as a mom, 2Ride. I big hug to you, my friend
So I've been offline for a week or so, but am still chugging along in maintenance. I haven't put any weight on, still hovering around the 136 mark. I have had the mandatory cheat days, but I haven't really gone all out until last saturday when we were at the PNE (exhibition with a huge fair)...and I (sort of) porked out! At one point I had an ice cream in one hand and a funnel cake in the other...the only thing is, 2 bites in and I couldn't finish either one. Same for all the other stuff I tried to gobble down....I guess, even though I do want to eat this kind of stuff...it's just not appetizing, or my stomach has shrunk so that I can't get more than a couple of bites down.
I figured out a breakfast that I can manage, I make a smoothie with berries, greek yogurt and a scoop of whey protein. I accompany this with a slice of buttered toast. I've tried, but really can't stomach the eggs and bacon in the morning, so I figure the scoop of protein makes up for that.
Sounds like everyone has been doing well with their losses, keep up the great work!!!
Thank you... it means so much.
I am glad you share this, as right now I look at food at the restaurants and I can just smell the grease... but I do want my peanut butter and chocolate ice cream from baskins robins as one of my first cheats... maybe. I really look at what is out there and realize that I can cook food that is healthy and just as appetizing... I am now wondering if you can buy anything that isn't full of sugar... I just do not want to be a sugar junky anymore. Now my vise which really kills me is Iced coffee, I don't like the taste of hot coffee... but I can drink it iced???? I even have my Tim Horton's trained not to put their base liquid in my iced coffee as it is full of sugar...
More and more people are saying my face is too thin, and that I must be finished now... I just smile and nod. I now am so more conscious of my body, before I knew I was fat and everyone could see it but didn't let it bother me... Now my flabby arms and loose skin on my legs really bother me and I wonder what people seeing it think... Oh I know it will get more firm the more I exercise but I want to be able to wear tank tops without being so self conscious...
Okay enough of my rambling. Have a good night all.
Oh before I forget. I am giving you all the liver treat recipe as I have it on paper and not just in my head....
In a blender add $1.25 worth of chopped/sliced liver, 3 cloves garlic,1 tbsp oil and 2 eggs with shells. Purify! pour into bowl with 1 cup flour and 1.5 cups cornmeal. Mix. Grease cookie sheet WELL! Spread with a wet hand. Bake 350F for 45 minutes. Cut and return to "off" oven to dry out. You must FREEZE them!!!
Hope your dogs love it mine do, and I had to make a special batch for a friend's dog who calls me up and begs for more when she runs out. and Jewel had a few pieces tonight.
