hey i wouldnt say im new to 3fc becuase ive probably been a registered member for more then 6 months i never write but i always listen buti thought hey i might as well introduce myself, exspecially on this subject which ive been looking for somekind of forum or people talking about weight gain and anti depressants when i found this i was like Yess!!! Well my names Shawna and i'm turning 21 in september ... around this time last year i went through some kind of break down i didnt even know what was happening to me i was what i would call a pretty normal 20 year old, i drank and smoked pot on the weekends and then one weekend i was drinkin and smokeing a joint and all of a sudden full on panic attack and after that it was every few days then i stoped drinking and smokeing pot all together (yay me!) at the same time i stopped eating and alas had to move into my mothers house i went for 210 to 178 in only 2 months .. and i would like to say "yay me"

but it is definatly not normal for me to drop pounds with out significantly trying to, then my mom and doctor put me on Paxil and now i was 230 little more little less on somedays but thats like 50 pounds in around 7 months .. again dramaic change in weight but this time in a much worse way .. The Paxil in an mental way has been a god sent, i no long want to die, i have goals and motivation but the weight.. Ooooh that weight.. my fat *** is larger and lazier than ever.. I can't seem to get it to go away and i usualy can although i wasnt happy at 210 but i mean i didnt care that much since i hold it fairly well... or i did.. now i definatly can see it and i want it gone... im 5"5, 130Lbs, waist is probably a 15 sounds weird eh.. its cause my boobs are giant,. no kiddding they are a 38J.. yes a J thats like 5 more cups than a DDD .. living in Canada.. Nova Scotia to be exact its hard to find a bra actually i have to send away to Ontario in total it cost me about 120$ a pop.... wow that was a rant.. im not even talking about pills anymore.. if your reading this Thanks you!!!! its nice to know that im not going on heard on my first post!
long long long story, short Paxil made me fat and happy.. not happy because im fat but happier just the same.. so the choice was the right one.. now i just need to find the motivation to get my *** up and move.. and I KNOW here is the right place to find it .. Thank you everyone and good luck on the pills.. give it time, tiiiiiiime is on my side yes it isss... okay ..