I've been depressed and have had bipolar disorder for such a long time. I thought I had control over it. I moved out of my house, moved into a nice quiet apartment with my bf, and I just thought it was all getting better. My boyfriend and I have just started doing the IP diet, and it has been going well. The past few days the depression has come back like a slap in the face. I'm down, don't want to get up or eat, and everything seems like it is out to get me. I'm getting really depressed again, I just want to forget the diet. This is what has stopped me from every other diet I have done and I don't really know what to do. I want to keep going, I just need some help I guess. Being 18 and 300 pounds is just not an option anymore. Any advice would help. How do you continue doing everything, when you have no will power?