Hello friends
Aunty Jam, are you home from the biz trip? I fervently hope your home situation improves..are there services available for temporary help with utilities? I cannot offer anything in the way of advice for matters of love, though...only you know him the closest and can decide how things will be. What goodies did you order from Room Service
amym - you were in physical pain yesterday..physical pain from depression or something else? I hope you had a good WW meeting. LOL I think you're right about people not listening when they want something.
buddly - wow you are a trouper for pulling through that surgery so well. And HOLY HECK that you are having such winter storm already!!! We are positively tropical (low 40's) compared to that! but it was a dreary rainy day today. I hope your husband gets back in time to take care of the things you need him to do.
Hey hope
how are you doing? are you still working the two jobs? Are you finished with training? Oh and you have some vacay time coming up right.
Hi emaline, HeatherA, momof4, Miss Edith, Leenie
Well...I got blah news from the insurance company about my motorcycle; seems that one needs a "Stated Value" policy in order to get anything close to what you paid for your vehicle and then accessories. Sparing you pointless details, it means that the bike I paid $11,000 for 4 years ago; and put over $2,000 in accessories on; and i thought was 'fully covered' - I will get barely $6,000 for it. C-R-A-P!
My husband is still in constant pain, all the time. So there is something not diagnosed. He needs another MRI but because of no health insurance, we are stalling...we are waiting to see if we will be given a grant from the hospital that would pay for most of his work...I submitted all our financial info almost 4 weeks ago...each day I pray to see the envelope in the mail. There are businesses that I have however had to negotiate payment plans to...two ambulance services, a radiologist, and our local hospital. The local hospital was almost nasty to me - I said I could send $150 a month, and then more once I got the others paid off; she said that was too low. I said that was what I could afford. She said, she was not allowed to say that it was OK to mail that amount. I said, Understood. But that is the amount I am going to send. And then we just about hung up on each other
I had off today..and was prepared to spend it hiding in bed, as i do alot. BUt I had an appt to get my snow tires put on. I dragged them out of the garage (they are mounted, so a little heavy) and got them in the car..did the appt. ...got home, lugged the summer tires back into the garage. I get irritated at having to do things that 'should' be male-related....is that sexist?? I don't think so, because I also do all the vacuuming and laundry and house cleaning. Oh and even if husband wasn't in pain, he wouldn't have done the tire moving thing. Its feeling that 'everything' is my responsibility now. I even had to call to make 'his' car appointment for inspection. I can take the rough times but only if I feel we are both in it together.
I am using my Happy Light every day, and working out every day (well I missed yesterday but everyday other than that) and of course taking my Wellbutrin but I am feeling l-o-w.
Oh I did clean the kitchen this afternoon, it was long overdue and really needed it. That was a good accomplishment for a blah day. Well I did the snow tire appt., I guess that was good too. And made an appt. for an oil change for next week. Sometimes I feel paralyzed by having to do the ordinary, easy day to day things...that those things (making car appointments, paying bills, cleaning up, etc) are just effortless when I am feeling good, and SO hard to do when I'm not feeling good.
I know i tend to write alot when I'm down, I don't expect you to read it all
