aunty jam-blind side is with sandra bullock..I love her in this one...it was ok still had too much swearing for him..but he stayed since we spent the money on it! My oldest is 7 then 5, then 3, then 2 and a 4yr old foster boy. I also have a 15 year old step son that does not live with me and a 16 year old foster girl (lived with us for 3 years) that calls me mom...shes in a group home now and they wont let her come home she wants to but she did somethings and so you live and learn I guess...I miss her!!
Yes life is busy...I did an audition for biggest loser so go check it out..title is biggest loser audition for jess....leave me some comments...I sent the link in on line so the casting people will see all the comments left on that page!!
Made my family a nice meal....lasagna (family fav!), salad, garlic bread, angeled (aka devil'd) eggs, bought some roses for the table and everyone some chocolate valentines!! It was nice..my throat hurts now Ive been coughing alot hate cold season!!
Getting new furniture tomorrow...NICE furniture..parents only had it like a year and they are getting new stuff so I am trying to get everything cleaned for that!! ok thats it!! I know its bad but my oldest son wanted to stay up with mommy so we are gonna watch a movie and cuddle..dont want to push them away when they want alone time...with so many kids its important to have that even if it means letting them stay up late one night once in a while!
have a good monday everyone!!

that seems like such a long time ago, yet I can remember all details 
And I have only 57 days left at the winter job that I don't care for
And I looked at my journal and my first motorcycle ride last year was the first week of March, woohoo!


Hi buddly!! good to hear from you :hugs: wow you got alot accomplished by getting all that stuff out of the house. Hopefully your movitation will continue! do you think you'll count calories for your diet plan? 
Gonna go workout and see if that lights a fire under me...
I worked out (Keli Roberts step aerobics with ankle weights and held dumbbells) then did a week's worth of laundry (it is folded but not put away yet) went out and did errands which took almost 3 hours, vacuumed the living room but no where else. That's pretty good for me
to everyone else
). It seems that I was just avoiding studying all day and that's what I really feel guilty about. Tomorrow is another day I guess. I am still just so grateful to be on plan with the eating and exercise.
I invited someone over on Friday because hubby would be out and of course they jammed out on me at the last minute. Then tonight hubby is out again (tournament) so I'm sitting at home, by myself, doing nothing, again. WTF, this sucks. Maybe I'll just take my pills and go to bed.
Work is like walking on egg shells and I imagine it will be like that the next few years. Its just a matter of time when they get rid of our site - so it feels that way b/c they are closing entire buildings and getting rid of entire department, so we're all on pins and needles to say the least. Some times I wonder if its better they just let you go from the beginning b/c this living on edge really stinks. I am like a slug when I get home at night and nobody deserves that. Shame on them !!! But I know I am the one that has to turn this gloom and doom around for myself and start exercising so I feel better. My family deserves a happy mom.
to all the new (to me) chicks, its so nice having you here. Aren't these ladies the BEST!!!