Morning everyone!!
I fell off the wagon
and ive been running
after it trying to catch up
!! So I finally got back here
....I got so down I had gained 6-8 lbs
just depending on what day it was. I want control
of my life but every time I am close to it its like I trip and fall and roll down the hill
.... I am thinking about going on a short juice fast
to detox and break some crappy eating habits
.
Still Extremely busy
...Just started homeschooling my 5 + 6 year old and having a hard time keepin on track cause I feel blah
...I was getting up early and doing it and had all my stuff done before the girls got up (2 + 3)
but then I couldnt get myself outta bed
so I have been doing their school when I do nap time but i dont feel as motivated about it
.
My foster teenager has been giving me a really crappy time
for about a month and a half....she has ranaway
, cut, stole food
and money, lied, smoked in the house
,
and she thinks we are going to do legal gaurdianship with her
?? Is she crazy
...feb will be 3 years we have had her and this is the worst time ever
UGHH...
We have been busy with the youth.
We took them to six flags sat. and i am wayy sore from it i feel like I cant move
!! When we took over the youth last may (08) we started with 7 kids now we have 25-28 kids
. Right now we are working on purchasing a building for teen ministry right down from the school.
We are going to do an after school program.
Also,I just recently took over the church drama team
(WHICH i absolutely love!!! that is my heart). I am making them work hard for a drama
this sat for our youth night!!
Then I teach Kids church once a month and
considering doing it more cause the kids ask all the time if im teaching them (even my own kids want me to teach it...weird!!)
I do it like a mini youth service with music
and not just sit around a table
with papers and lessons!!
I just bought a really really good organization book
and it teachs about making box holders with dividers from like shoe boxes and cake mix boxes...then a pencil and misc holder with caprisun box and yogurt containers..really really good book
. I am sooo tired of looking for stuff
and not finding it or trying to clean up and stuff not having a place
....
When you have 5 kids wait 6 including my dh then you have to be organized
because its very frustrating tryin to leave and not being able to find shoes or socks or a brush
...then my husband and kids can NEVER find anything
I will walk right where they were looking and pick it up from right under their nose
...UGHHH WHY CANT THEY SEE
?????
Ok well I guess I have rambled
on long enough to catch all of you up on my life for the last month.... I probably need to go since my children have the cushions off the couch
and are using them as slids?!? I mean REALLY
!?!