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hey gang
we're back. our area didn't get hit hard at all. we really didnt need to leave but there was no way to know that til it hit.
thank you very much for the prayers!
i'm trying to get everything put back up HA and have to be back at work in the morning
hope everybody has a great week!
hugs,
cathy
Hi everyone!
Cathy so glad to hear you are safe and sound. I couldn't imagine having to deal with those hurricanes.
Amarie, congrats on winning the one title. Glad you had a good weekend.
momof4 good to see you, I was wondering where you had gone off to.
Hope that great that you had such a nice visit with your mom. We had a lot of fresh veggies at my in-laws, very enjoyable.
Hi tera, Lauren, leenie, sassy and everyone else!
Nothing new here. DdA started her classes today. Tomorrow DdC has her first day of grade 11. So today I'm catching up on the laundry, I really don't know how it adds up so fast.
The sun is finally out, I'm getting so tired of the rain. I'm not sure whats going to happen over the winter. Oh well, can't change it.
I really believe that they are trying to run one of the girls at work off. It's a shame b/c she knows so much more than the rest of the people there. She left in tears again today. As I've said, this will eventually affect me in some way, it just remains to be seen how.
Momof4, good to see you back, I've wondered about you.
Buddly, my laundry has piled up too and there's only 2 of us.
Cathy, so glad everything turned out ok. Thank you for checking in.
Amarie, I'm so amazed at how well you've taken this transition. Those kind of changes throw my depression for a loop.
I am glad you girls missed me...I am kinda glad summer is done because I was sooo flippin busy I feel like i didnt have a summer. I used to be on here every single day posting personals and all that now I barely have time to check it. I just checking in then gotta get to bed first day of homeschooling tomorrow. I got their desks set up and stuff on the wall and kinda ready. I could do more on it but was day dreaming cause i was to tired to concentrate!!
I have a really bad problem. I have been out of medicine since last monday. The pharmacy called to get a refill well the drs office and I kept missing each others calls and he wouldnt refill it until he talked to me. They told me he would call it in but would like to have an appt. (he just likes visiting with me...the sweet old man!!) Well by the time it got called in I didnt get a chance to get it before we left camping. I havent done bad at all but we will see now that i am back home if that changes. But should the withdrawl symptoms be hitting soon? IF I am doing ok with out it should I start it again?? I know you are all going to be like YES ARE YOU CRAZY!!! The only thing I am noticing is the lack of motivation and energy. I just dont want to be on meds forever. I am actually tired when it comes bed time now!!! before i couldnt sleep till way late!!!
Ok well I have tons more to write but sure no one has the time to read it all...Thanks for thinking of me guys!!! I missed my girls while i was gone...ok lata!!
Well Good News: The new girl is awesome! We connected (or at least I think we did) right away and we gab and gab and gab. She is about 10 yrs younger than me, but so what? lol. I guess I truly am "Young at Heart"
I even opened up to her about things, as she did with me too, I now wonder if that was a wise thing? But she seems very open.........I dunno. I guess I should not like tell all but I dunno. Ever meet someone that you just "click" with? So I don't wanna Jinx myself or nothing, but so far, so good. Also we were talking about dads and how our biological fathers were a lot a like growing up -- um not so nice and I got to talking about my step-dad who I was very close with who died of cancer 5 yrs ago and I started crying! UGH I feel so stupid!!!!!!! It just hit me I dunno....... She said "ah don't worry about it" and even offered a hug and I was just like I just feel so stupid. lol. I dunno I just have a major trust issue and this is the first time, in a LONG time that I have opened up to someone so I just hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the butt! I know, be positive...........but I still have that teeny tiny bit of worry back in my mind............
Also she used to be a personal trainer and is very motivational with weightloss (yes I even discussed that with her!) so maybe this is a good thing and you know what they say, "things happen for a reason"..........That is truly what I need, someone to be on me constantly, in person. I love all you all, but it is different when you have someone in real life.......right there, daily.
My appetite is decreasing so much. I can barely eat anything. I usually have to force myself to eat at least a little something and its driving my DH totally crazy. He cooks, so I am not eating very much and so he will have loads left. lol. I am like, "sorry, just not hungry"
Oh and I am a bit concerned........I was in the breakroom heating up lunch and I got this pain in my left side like under my rib cage and felt and there is a lump there, a hard lump? Think that could be a fat deposit or you think its something bad??? I dunno has me worried...............
I will do personals once I am off -- only one more night to go -- after tonight is over with!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Buddly, You shouldn't worry too much about the winter yet, it's near but not yet here! (I look forward to it however)
Hope - What is it with the people at your work? Are they all just out of nursery school? sounds to me like they have some growing up to do. Glad it hasnt yet effected you yet though.
Sassy - thats wonderful news! If you click with somebody there's no reason you should worry about them coming back to 'bite you in the butt' Just use your common sense and I'm sure your judgement won't deceive you
Today should be my second day in class but I decided to stay home and do my work here. I don't know what it is but I find it so difficult to drag myself into classes. Yesterday wasn't bad, I didnt feel uncomfortable in the slightest, and the work seemed fine, but today I just didnt go back. Maybe it's because I havent done full days since I was 13, or maybe it's because I like my alone time too much but it really worries me. At least I know my bad attendance doesn't affect my grades, I always seem to get good feedback.
Anyway, while I ponder that I hope the rest of you have a great day. Huge to those of you who need them today.
Spoz, I don't like the "class" feeling either... its almost as if I panic and just sit there and freeze... ((this was years ago)). When I go to meetings at work, I get the same feeling, to many people and ohhhh if they ever asked me to talk in front of people I'd faint Your not alone.
Sassy = Lump = CALL DOCTOR !!!!! don't wait sweetie
Mom maybe there's a different med you could try, one that won't keep you awake at night. Get to your doc as soon as you can
Hope sorry they are doing that to your coworker... and its sad when you have to witness something like that. I've been on both ends and its not a good thing Hang in there !!!
Buddly, my dd starts school today, 2nd grade LOL, time does fly. Oh and laundry WTHeck... it GROWS I tell yah. Socks disapear and every thing else just gets larger LOL. I must have done 40 loads this weekend, between blankets and towels from the pool lol
Amarie glad to see things are looking up for you.
Heather.... how are you sweetie?
Destiny & Twilit welcome aboard, we're glad your here.
Well off to get DD ready for school....back to work for me tomorrow
Hi Girls. Yes I am still awake. lol. (I work nights for anybody that doesn't know) I am so glad tonight is my "Friday" I am so ready for the "Weekend". This morning was completely crazy at work!
ugh homeschool didnt go too awfully bad but the phone rang so many times tomorrow i hate to do it but I am shutting it off and gonna keep my cell phone in the house and if there is an emergency they can call me on that. I just kept stopping and the boys sat there and got tired of waiting and went to play or run around and that just cant be their school is important and the are too young to make sit there and wait. They cant read so they can just go on with out me...so ughhh yeah...anyways....i am gonna go ttyl!!
Hi all - first day of classes today. Busy, busy, lots of homework - gotta do extra 'cause i'm plannin on going out with some classmates tomorrow night.
Anywho - wish I could stay to chat, but REALLY need to hit the books.
It was another good day today. I seem to have had a real string of them in the past week or so - ever since I really started working at being happy. Hm, go fig.
I went to campus, got some info on putting ads in the school paper. Came home, got a fair chunk of homework done, had a nice visit with a friend from across town who forgot a bunch of stuff last time he was over, had one of my favorite meals for dinner (1 organic hotdog sliced up in spinach with a little cider vinegar), a slice of honeydew for dessert and played videogames.
I'm about to go put Andy Andrews' 7 Decisions on my bathroom mirror before I turn the PS2 back on.
tera, Lauren, leenie, sassy and everyone else!
Hi All.
We connected (or at least I think we did) right away and we gab and gab and gab. She is about 10 yrs younger than me, but so what? lol. I guess I truly am "Young at Heart" 
Also we were talking about dads and how our biological fathers were a lot a like growing up -- um not so nice and I got to talking about my step-dad who I was very close with who died of cancer 5 yrs ago and I started crying! 
UGH I feel so stupid!!!!!!! It just hit me I dunno.......
She said "ah don't worry about it" and even offered a hug and I was just like I just feel so stupid. lol. I dunno I just have a major trust issue and this is the first time, in a LONG time that I have opened up to someone so I just hope it doesn't come back to bite me in the butt! I know, be positive...........but I still have that teeny tiny bit of worry back in my mind............
He cooks, so I am not eating very much and so he will have loads left. lol. I am like, "sorry, just not hungry"
Your not alone.
Hang in there !!!
