TGIS
Today is a birthday party for my niece then its home for some cleaning...joy
Jax

its wonderful to see you here. I'm so happy you get to visit a therapist (and at a good price). Self medicating hmmmmmm that sounds all to familiar and it really hits a nerve with me too. I think after a few visits with this person you will start to get a peaceful feeling because you will start to understand why you do what you do and you won't be so hard on yourself. Once I was diagnosed with ADHD I did not hate myself so much for the things I couldn't do or understand, it was like the weight of the world was off my shoulders (for that particular problem). How are you doing with the band?
Sassy, I hope some good comes out of the work meetings, I'll be saying a little prayer for you. I was thinking.... I know your alone when your DH is working and if your to nervous to get out and do something, how about a hobby? is there anything you like to do? do you like to dance? how about a dance video ? I hate hearing how sad you are.
Hope, Prayers for you and your G'ma

see you when you get back. Have a safe trip.
Cathy I LOVE YOU GIRLIE
Brandnewme I'm glad you didn't stay in bed and some times pressure is good. Its makes us do things we normally wouldn't do. This sounds sick but I work so much better under pressure...with out it, I tend to fall apart. What sort of work would you be looking for once you start job hunting? My sister is a nanny and loves it, she refuses to go into the "work field" for lack of a better word. She is registered with an agency and had an FBI background check. She gets more $$$ just because of that. So if you enjoy it...you might think about registering with an agency.
Buddy, tell your neighbor to mind his/her own business. If you want to walk your DD's to the bus then do so. Boy...people have nerve don't they LOL.
Heather girl, I see you

hope your feeling okay.
My fingers are going numb.... oy.
Well girls, I gotta run....dd wants to take us out for breakfast
BBL