Well I talked to my mom today to see about the insurance. It should cover it as long as the particular office accepts our particular insurance. She said I should have gone sooner, and that crazy doctor should never have taken me off the Celexa in the first place LOL. She said she didn't want me to feel like she did for so long before she finally understood it wasn't normal to feel that way..Anyway the heart to heart made me feel much better, because she really understands what I am going through. Unlike my fiancee who just doesn't understand why I am not happy, since I have nothing to be sad about. Maybe I will make him understand one day
Thank you guys for the advice and encouragement. As much as I have tried to fight it, I just don't want to feel like this anymore.
I checked the phone book and we have ONE psychiatrist in town and no therapists listed. Guess I will try the one choice I have LOL.