Morning chicks!
Welcome Teresa! Of course it's not too late, just jump right in!
Julie, welcome back! Glad to hear your hiking trip was a success and your foot didn't trouble you too much.
As for me... bleh. Every weekend, too much food. I've decided that next weekend I'm not doing ANYTHING at all except sitting around taking care of myself. I've just felt so depressed lately, and I haven't had any time alone to manage all the crap that's in my head.
I've decided that I really need some new clothes. Every morning I look in my closet and I hate my entire wardrobe. I know it would help things out if I lost some weight, but really, I just need new clothes. I don't want to buy anything though, because I don't want to spend money if I'm just going to lose weight and have to buy more clothes anyway.
I don't know. I'm just discontent with everything right about now.
Today is one of those days where I just want to exercise and lift weights and eat only healthy fruits and veggies until all the fat is gone from my body. Of course, I have absolutely NO energy to back up that statement (because I couldn't sleep at all last night), but that's my mental attitude. I get so sick of being overweight. Today I don't even want coffee. I just want to abstain until it's over. But I know that can't be done.
And I know Dani is going to want me to go to lunch with her today, and I'm not going to. I'm glad she will only text message me instead of calling, because I think that if I actually had to speak to her I would get mad and yell that I don't need to spend the money and I don't need to get any fatter, so we need to stop eating out.
I feel like a time bomb today.
And here I sit at work, not wanting to be here, not wanting to do anything but sleep, not wanting to be fat and uncomfortable in my clothes anymore.
I want something to happen with the house (it's taking so damn long!), and I want something to happen with my weight (again, it's taking so damn long!), and I want something to happen with Steve (umm... do I really need to repeat?).
I need something to change. I changed my hair, hoping against hope that that would help in some small way, but now I just have a hair color that I'm not crazy about and still don't feel any better. I do that to myself occasionally--change something insignificant in the hopes that it will change something more significant inside my head. It never works, but I keep trying nonetheless.
I just don't know what else I can do. What is it going to take to get somewhere else?
Bleh... sorry for the rant. I'll stop now.
Kari, I use the same excuse--Steve is eating it (or any other family member or friend). That's no excuse though. I have a stability ball that I never use. I really should. I have a few routines that use it, but I never do them.
That reminds me... I did go through some of my Self magazines this weekend and tear out those cards they have with the workout routines on them. I might try some of those routines tonight. I need to do some cardio--thinking about mowing the lawn, it really needs it--but I need to start focusing on strength-training too. And stretching, yoga or pilates. I've got to get moving again!
Julie (again

) Haven't seen Lisa or Jennifer around in a while. I wonder where they have gotten off to... Now that your hiking trip is over, no more excuses! Let's get back on track together!
Betani, I had to laugh at the image of using the jump rope and dumbells together... I think I would end up falling over just from confusion trying to hold everything together. So pizza is your downfall too, eh? It's an easy trap.... I don't want to cut it out completely, but I always end up with too much.
TBJ, I've got a scale that measures body fat. I'm not incredibly sure of it's accuracy, but it gives me a reference, and I guess that's all that matters. My family does the same thing with fruits/veggies, so we've just started buying small quantities at a time, and frequently. It's helped some, and we are trying to make a conscious effort to eat more fruits and veggies, so we're getting better.
Aunty Em, glad you had fun at the wedding, and good job with all the dancing! That definitely burns calories!
MsRD, everything is always the wrong size and the wrong color, or too expensive! Sometimes I think the only reason shopping exists is to remind us of what we're not--skinny, golden tan, and rich!
Joy, I too, am trying to work in more active social time, like playing catch with Steve. And that certainly qualifies as a "new" physical activity to me! I don't want to think of that kind of thing so much as exercise, just as something to do, you know what I mean? I want it to be part of my life, just how I live. I don't know that I'll ever get to that point, but that's what I'm shooting for.
Chickies, we need to find a way to navigate weekends. (I think I said that last Monday,

) Yes, posting our intake on weekends is a good idea (which reminds me... see below), but I'm not sure it's enough. I mean, I still ate a TON of food this weekend. Something's got to change.
Sunday:
Lunch (Bob Evans)
2 rolls w/butter
2 g. sweetened raspberry iced tea
salmon w/garlic herb sauce
grilled veggies
mashed potatoes and gravy
Dinner
3/4 Long Island Iced Tea
water
9 chicken wings with garlic and butter
celery w/ranch
OK, my brain is empty now. Guess I'd better start working now.

Have a good day, chicks.
~Elisha