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Colorado
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Oh boy, November kinda sucked for the whole weight loss thing

I got a cold the Thursday before Thanksgiving, felt better by Saturday but hung out with some friends (one of who was very sick), felt even worse on Sunday and felt terrible up until yesterday. My Thanksgiving involved me, alone, on the couch, watching films with my cats! I insisted my boyfriend go to our family friends for Thanksgiving, because I'm not sentimental about the holiday having grown up in the UK, and he ran a plate of food by the apartment for me (they live like 5 minutes away) so I got a Thanksgiving dinner at least. Friday I had Friendsgiving, which was surprisingly great and not stressful, which is what I was worried about! Yesterday was the first day I started to feel much better after getting sick for almost a full week, and today I'm much better.
Plans for December:
- Start Intermittent Fasting - a friend of mine posted a picture of himself having lost a lot of weight over the past year and said it was all thanks to IF. He ate between 12-8pm and other than introducing some salads into his life he said he mostly continued to eat normally. Since he's someone I know, honestly, I felt the urge to trust the concept after being on the fence about it for a while. I think I'm going to make my window 11am - 7pm, since I tend to eat dinner between 5pm - 6pm.
- Exercise 3 times a week - I had a week lapse in my dance classes after my introductory pass expired, but I decided to bite the bullet and sign up. I want to go to at least 2 dance classes a week and do 1 at home workout/1 extra class. There's a stretch and align class on Monday that I'm intrigued by, all about bettering the spine and posture which I'm in need of. I want to try and find 1 more class that I'd like to attend regularly with my 10 class a month membership, so that'll be my mission this month!
- Lose 2 lbs - I would say 4 lbs like I usually do, but honestly it's freaking Christmas
I'm going to Colorado for a week and it'll be a nice time to eat some of the foods I miss and enjoy myself.
- Start a daily positive tracker - In therapy I discussed that I see exercise/health stuff as a means to correct a failure of gaining weight. I want to re-frame this concept and look at exercise and attempts at weight loss more about loving myself and treating myself rather than punishing myself because I'm fat. For example, instead of seeing exercise as a way to lose weight, I want to start thinking about it more in terms of exercising to make myself stronger, help with sleep, help ease my anxiety and treating myself to something fun.
The one thing that I'm kind of worried about for the month ahead is the trip to Colorado. A) I am a nervous flyer and this will be the first time since I realized that I have experienced panic attacks in the past (vs. thinking I've been unlucky with getting sick which is what I thought was happening) that I'll be getting on a plane knowing this and B) I'm almost 200 lbs and I'll be going to see my boyfriends family who have been super judgmental of overweight people in the past. What I have to keep reminding myself is: they love me, they care about me, even if they do notice I've gained weight it won't change our relationship. I won't be overweight forever, this is temporary and I need to remember that!
Good luck everyone!