
So I have a feeling I won't be able to lose this bloat before this month is up and I will show 0 pounds lost... I hope that I will not end up showing a gain

But what matters, we had a fantastic Thanksgiving with some good friends. And I know I did not actually gain real 5 pounds in 3 days. I also only brought some some turkey for my husband; we left all other trimmings at my friend's house
So I can get OP today! I am actually fasting! I have no idea how we will end up spending Christmas. -- We proposed last year to my husband's family that we would all get dressed up and go to a nice restaurant for Christmas eve dinner and following a dessert at my in-laws house. -- It is a lot of cooking, and for the past few years, I have done most of the cooking and I simply just stopped enjoying the holidays; I was overworked that everyone else could have a good time, and I was left to slave in the kitchen. -- I do like cooking though, but sometimes it is just too much.... we have not heard back what the verdict is. -- Maybe it will just end up being just 4 of us, and I will make a nice fish dinner per Finnish tradition.
Do you bake cookies for family and friends? -- I am known for my peppermint bark, and I am expected to bring it to every holiday celebration
Love it! -- Last night a friend of ours showed up after their families left their house and he bee-lined towards my bark and said "ummm, meth"
I have gotten everyone hooked on my bark...very funny. -- I had a mishap this month tho, I started making it and my chocolate simply would not melt... I tried it 2 times and utterly failed both times... I was so sad; I thought I had lost my way. -- Silly me had bought wrong kind of chocolate! I thought I was buying the kind I always buy, but I bought some cheap Nestle stuff....my brain tricked me. Once I pulled out my beloved chocolate I was back in business 
I slept in late this morning...like 10:45 am late. -- I was running around like a mad woman all week and it caught up with me. I feel the effects of the wine today; kinda slow and sluggish. -- I am trying to muster up energy to go and take doggie for her walk, since she did not get one yesterday ( I am a firm believer that all dogs need to get a proper walk, 4-5 miles, 5-6 times per week; good for the doggie and her behavior and good for me), and today I should hit the gym for some weights too. I had to skip a workout this week because my gym lost power for 2 days. I did pump some iron on Wednesday and hoping to get a session in today...JUST FEELING SO LAZY TODAY!
I am not going shopping today; I was a store manager in a mall during my college years, and those days really turned me off from Holiday shopping. As a matter of fact, I am done with my Christmas shopping. And all gifts are wrapped as well! -- Now we just need to get the tree this weekend, and I can just sit back and enjoy the season!
Sending hugs to everyone! If you overate yesterday, like I did, be kind to yourself. Today is a new day!


we gotta quit doing this to ourselves 

but I do have food to tide me over, even if it's nothing to get excited about (oatmeal and peanut butter for dinner...). Tomorrow, to the store!

It was so much fun, but you know how the food is on a cruise...you think you're choosing something healthy at an on-board restaurant and you take a bite and all you taste is salt and butter*.