Pat - After my complete binge yesterday, and the fact that I'm blaoted, and constipated (TMI - I know

) and stressed and completely SLACKING OFF! I SAW #192.2 this morning!!! I SERIOUSLY STARTED CRYING!!!!!
Then I got myself together - and decided that crying wasn't going to solve anoything at all - so I planned out my exercise schedule for the month. A 10-15 mins in the morning and 20-45 mins in the evening, depending on the day. I'm goign to push hardest M-F, Saturday is my 3 mile walk video, and Sunday is 45-60 mins yoga. Pushups are scheduled for everyother day (no 2 day breaks - it gets me off track!) I HAVE to get serious again!!!! I have to look at the benefits... 1 - if I win the Christmas Challenge I get $$$$

and 2 - I'M GETTING MARRIED!!!
I'm hoping that drinking a TON of water will help with some of this bloating... the fact that TOM is WAY late isn't helping, since i've been having PMS symptoms for 3 WEEKS!!! AHHH!!!! I can't control that, and I can't control what's going on in my body right now - but I CAN control what I put in it, and The work I make it do!!!
I'm SO disappointed inmyself right now!
