Trigger Alert!
This thread may contain words that set some people off on a binge.


I don't know if anyone else is interested in doing this, but I'm at my wits end here. I just can't get it together with my eating lately. I'm exercising again, but I've gained a couple of pounds because I think I can "eat whatever I want if I'm exercising".

Anyhow, I'm going to TRY really hard to journal my food here, and if anyone wants to join in, you're most welcome.
If you do join, you won't be criticized for what you eat here. This is about honesty and self-assessment for me.

Wednesday, Sept 27
- 2 coffees w/skim milk
- 2 hard boiled eggs
- 2 whole wheat toast
- taboule
- 2 baked vegetable samosas

aaaaaaaargh!! No sense in lying...

- 1/2 packet of Bridge Mix
- small bowl of chips

- pita
- taboule
- tzatiki (or however the heck you spell it)
- chicken

Breakfast:
2 whole wheat tortillas - 100 calories
2 egg beater eggs - 60
14 grams bacon bits - 60 calories
1 slice american cheese - 60 calories
1 teaspoons taco sauce - 20 calories
Total = 300

I had this instead of:
2 french toast pop tarts (that would not have kept me full) - 440 cals
and/or
cereal and milk for 340 - 530 calories

YAY ME!! I made a better food choice today!! now off to workout!

thank you ellis this really helps me too!! hey i made taboule a few days ago don't you just love tha stuff??

b- kashi, milk, banana, 2 coffees
s- hard boiled egg
l- chicken salad, beets
d- chili, saltines
s- 2 rice cakes and a square of dark chocolate

hmmm a little low in the veggie drepartment i better work on that for tomorrow.

Yep, I have already blown my day!

Breakfast: McDonalds bacon, egg and cheese biscuit, hash brown, and water

And to think last night I was crying looking at pictures of myself-where is my freaking will power???

Ali, you haven't blown it. You've got the rest of the day in front of you. Forgive yourself and move on... get some healthy stuff into your body, and focus on the new you. Come on, hon... we can do this!

I agree with ellis. Don't give up the whole day for a 10 minute mistake! It isn't too late. You had 580 calories for breakfast, now all you have to do is eat careful the rest of the day, even if you end up going over your calories for the day, stay in control for the rest of today. I think it was knot that said she was going hour by hour, you only ate badly 1 hour today, you can be in charge the other 23.
I sound like a

Be in control C O N T R O L

Oh, my gosh. What a day. This morning, my healthy breakfast fell on the floor, so I thought, "screw it", and ate an unhealthy breakfast. (4 white toasts with butter)
I just got home from seeing my doctor, and I made myself lunch (healthy) and poured myself a big glass of diet pop.
I've just knocked the diet pop all over the floor/keyboard/shoes/etc.
The only good thing is that the floor around my computer is now really really clean.

I'm supposed to go to a wake this afternoon, but I'm a little bit nervous about my next bit of bad luck, so I think I'll go and lie down.

Brave, you had a good day yesterday! I hope today is as good!!

Jodi, you MAKE your tabouli!? Wow, you are GOOD!
I buy mine from a Middle-eastern bakery.

Other than the bad floor day, I'm having a good food day. (well, apart from breakfast, and I forgive myself for that...)

yes ellis i did make some tabouli, i wish i had a middle eastern bakery in this hick town!! the bad thing is the recipe made A LOT!! no one else here liked it and it will soon be on the compost. sorry you had a bad start today (((ellis))) i hope it got better!

brave you are a great cheerleader!!

ali- like these great chicks said move on!all is not lost. i hope you had a great rest of the day!!

me?
b- kashi, milk, coffee, pineapple chunks
s- lf cottage cheese, beets
l- cup of soup, lf triscuits
s- nectarine
d- pork loin chop, spaghetti squash, spinach (canned not fresh), coffee
s- ???

have a good one chicks!!

ellis: There has to be something in the air...I am clumsy at the moment as well. And I mean REALLY CLUMSY. Like in falling down (ups, a step), twisting my ankle, bumping into furniture, spreading tea all over the kitchen, not closing the shaker properly this morning which leads to...- I guess you can imagine how the kitchen looked like. There should be more proteine in my life, but i would prefer it in a glass or on a plate, not on floor, walls, kitchen supplies....


I would join the thread but I am too lazy to translate all my food....


Kate

Protein... Kate, you are so funny.

Come on!! The practice would be good for you!

Jodi, you've reminded me of why I don't bother making tabouli. My BIL made it once, and there was this HUGE bowl of it...
I buy a small tub containing about a cup. I'll bet yours is good, though! (will the bunnies eat it?)

Okay, so I saw my doctor yesterday because my blood pressure has been a bit highish. He doesn't want me to take any meds, but wants me to lose weight. Imagine! ME!? Lose weight!?!?
ahem. Yeah, so anyhow, I'm seeing him again in about three months, and I'm planning on killing myself to lose weight from here on in. No more frigging around playing diet games.

I'm going to the gym.

So far today:

- 2 whole wheat toast w/organic peanunt butter
- GREAT workout!
- strawberry yogurt
- 2 coffees w/skim milk
- water water water

good for you ellis!! i hope all goes well with the B/P. no the bunnies aren't into the tabouli live and learn i guess, next time i'll make a little bit lol.

so today started off ok, switched up my breakfast so i wouldn't get bored. huge mistake!! i have been hungry all afternoon (and trying to eat to get full ...junk of course)

b- cottage cheese, pineapple, coffee
s- lf triscuits
l- leftover pork loin, squash
s- sandwich on lf ww bread, slice of cheese, 4 yes 4 rainbow chip cookies
d-? going out salad, grilled chicken??

ok thats it i am going for a walk before i eat the last 2 cookies!!

have a good one chicks!

ok so what?? no one is eating this weekend??

b- kashi, 2 coffees
l- chili, squash
s- cottage cheese, pineapple
d- hamburger, pickle, brown rice
s- ww mini bagel with pb

have a good one chicks!

Very funny, Jodi! heh heh
Hey, you're doing well! What did you lose today... probably about 16 pounds, eh?

Yeah, I'm eating. You know when you think you're eating well but you're not writing stuff down? And if you DID write it down, it would add up to, like, 20 000 calories?
I'd better start writing...

ROFLMAO yeah i figure 2 more days of this and i should just about be at my goal weight!! if only.....

well i need to add in an extra hamburger and 2 squares of good chocolate that i scarfed in just before bed tonight.

hang in there ellis!!

I haven't eaten yet, but this is what I plan (and if I stick to it, Ill let you know, lol):

breakfast:

(2) small baggies of oatmeal - 260 calories
1 smoothie (Danon lite n fite) - 70 calories

snack:

fruit (around 55-75 calories)

I'll tell you guys if I stuck to it

Good news: Last night!!!!!!! Didn't eat late or binge or anything late! Woohoo. I think it's my third night like this. I don't know how I do it. Just appetite is not up there. Just relax. Not sad or anxious. Eat very filling dinner around 6-7PM.