Oh, thank you so much for your encouragement!!
The situation hasnīt changed, but I am feeling better at the moment (I hope it lasts- or maybe itīs just the lack of coffee....).
Next Thursday is the exam. The really important one. Then there are exams on Monday, Friday, and Wednesday the following two weeks, but I am just concentrating on next Thursday.
I visited lecture yesterday and the Prof wasnīt that bad at all. After all, I think he isnīt "evil" (yeah, I had Prof who LIKED that nearly nobody passed the exams). So I hope the his third exam will be an easy on- for all the poor people who failed in the first two.
Ok, thatīs stupid, but I mostly learn with scripts from a company who are selling scripts and horrible expensive learning courses. And on the back of the swcript is printed (ok, itīs an add for their courses, but I donīt care): Who learns to get just four points (
which would be passed), writes 3 points
(would be failed).
And thatīs it: I am sitting here, already thinking "Oh my god, I just want to pass it! Just four points!". Maybe I have to think like a winner. Like a real lawyer! I am not trying to get four points- I want 9 points and a "Well done" under my exam! And I can do that

!!
(OK, I have to work on that. Itīs not ok feeling silly saying that, I guess).
And I am back with my food journal. Hope that helps.
And I am going to visit the board in my learning breaks- itīs better than eating or drinking too much coffee!
Kate