Hey ladies!
So, I've been struggling with this for years. It's only in the last 6 months or so that I identified the fact that this behaviour is an ED... and I've had it since I was at least 12. While my widowed mother was working, I would take care of my own meals... trips back and forth from the couch to the fridge, binging on whatever we had, full boxes of mac and cheese, half loaves of bread, cereal and sometimes making Frankenstein concoctions of pseudo-cookie dough with butter, sugar, flour and peanut butter to satisfy binge cravings for sweet.
Now that I've identified the fact that I do indeed have a full-blown Binge Eating Disorder, and have had it since I was a tween, I'm hard-pressed to believe that I can just use simple will power to change my ingrained behaviours.
I was wondering if any of the ladies here have sought professional help-- whether it be books, therapy, support groups, or anything else. I'm hoping that you can share what has worked for you, what hasn't, and how you tackle things on a daily basis.
I have a small business outside my 9-5 that plants me on my *** in front of my computer
painting shoes all night long. My desk being a big trigger place for food binges, and my work being the kind of mindless task that makes me want to eat creates a toxic environment ED-wise on a daily basis. Even on nights when I'm "good," and don't binge on food, I know for a fact that I'm merely replacing my binges with weird alternative binge behaviours. Drinking an entire 2L bottle of club soda over the course of 3 hours is probably not normal. Although it serves as a guilt-free binge, I don't think it's helping to change my behaviour. (And in a total cause and effect type situation, it sends me to the bathroom more often that I'd like.)
So? What works for you ladies?