AWESOME Post, R&R!

Never would have guessed you were so young! Went thru a lot in my younger years myself (I'm 46 now.) You sound with it and love that you are working on your Best Self!
Monday 16th I returned from a 2 week vacay - part of which was spent in the middle of nowhere - river camping. I had another moment of clarity out there enjoying Mother Nature and am holding onto that fiercely this time.
So weird that during this vacation I picked up some Harry Potter books - don't know why I did other than I wanted some recreational "summer" reading that had NOTHING to do with anything real life, ya know? But definitely an odd reading choice for me. Anyhoo-I'm so addicted now! I read the first 4 and just now started Book 5 and read your Post and freaked! No giving away clues, lol!
Had another stare at the pantry and fridge in the Wee Hours. This time I started LAUGHING and spoke out loud into the quiet nite: "Auddie, WTH are you doing here?"

Didn't even drink water - just laughed at how ridiculous that I was standing there - not even HUNGRY?
Once again - went right back to bed and feel awesome that it was no big thang!
Tx for being here All!
PS: What you want to look for in your studies is not "nutritionist," r&r . . . the field of nutritionist is highly unregulated - basically anyone can call themselves that and you get some real whack jobs as a result.
Look for programs approved by the ADA (American Dietetic ***.) for: Registered Dietitian. I was one year away from completing my degree (It's under Bach of Science) - when life took a different turn for me. Beware even of "dietiCian" programs - also unregulated. It's a fascinating field that I sometimes wish I hadn't left. There's so many areas to work in should your interest change. Best of Luck!