Hello ladies!!! been awhile since I've talked...finished the summer/fall job, now into the winter one, and had to buy TWO used cars in ONE WEEK

too bad we can't ride our motorcycles year round!!
amie, thanks for sharing your family pics!! the one of you outside, in the red sweater - you're so pretty!! and yes, one can really really see the weight change! congratulations! what a nice house also, I'm happily jealous
aphil, belated Happy Birthday!!! Now you get to stay at 29 forever, girl!
Hi debbie, Susan, Irish Tart also!!
I've been slacking big time. I've been exercising, but eating what ever is around...and it's showing now. Just got on the scale, expecting bad news, and its shows 151.
My self-control is out of whack. I'm feeling pity for myself, and blaming it on my husband who has gained even more weight in the past few months (very very big now) and there are snacky cake things, candybars and chips around all the time now. This is so hard, even without that!!! Tonight I have to kindly beg him to please not bring it home. I don't know when he will look at himself realistically and see how big he is, and at least healthwise do something...let alone think of being physically appealing. It's very hard for me to be critical that way, 'cause he was always saying i looked fine no matter what, but I never got so big that I was worried about a stroke or heart attack.
A couple of my added pounds might be fluid, as I haven't been doing my water intake either

My clothes don't feel noticeably tighter...but I haven't kept track nor felt accountable for any eating lately. some bad habits creeping back, like a bowl of cereal or two pieces of toast in the evening, when I'm not hungry at all, just having something. I'ts hard, isn't it. It's hard for me to keep trying denying myself treats, when husband does not deny himself anything. Oh man, so much of this is psychological!
Nothing to do except accept what I saw on the scale, and admit that I haven't been trying! It does help to come here more often, and I will, to selfishly help myself

and try to help my sistahs
aphil, WTG on the bathroom decorating!! I need to fly you here for advice for our homey wreck
We had the first snow on Friday night, and EEEKK!!! I had my first "fishtailing" of the year...there was about an inch of accumulation, and I was going up a steady incline, and jeez, don't have the studded snows on yet...the rear of the car started sliding back and forth, EEEk again!!
The snow is gone now, it got into the '40's the next day, but it's cold again now. But you know, that first bit of snow is a good kick in the pants for me, at least...now I see the priorities, like getting the snows on the cars, finishing the leaf raking, putting the lawn mower away, finding the snow shovels in the garage and getting THEM out, finding all the gloves, mittens, snow scrapers, BLEH.
yeah, buying TWO used cars in a week....we knew we had to replace one car, that wasn't worth putting the money into to fix it back in March, and that was when husband started riding his motorcycle to work, so I got to use the remaining car for work, then when it was warmer we both used out 'cycles, and worked off the one car for groceries, when it rained, etc. Last week,as I was taking that remaining working car to a different mechanic, was told that the head gasket was blown ("you mean your other mechanic has been around this car, and didn't notice anything" he asked me) and that it was pretty much junk.
At least this new mechanic had a couple of used cars to chose from, and I'm glad that we had the cash to get them. But our bank account has taken a serious strike. We'll be OK as long as nothing else major comes up in the next two or three weeks (KNOCK ON WOOD FOR US!!

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Well, I've been all over the place in this post

had to get some things off my chest, will finish up then select a tape to do.