hello everyone!! this is just a quick hi from me, I have to get back to work and really shouldn't be on the web, oops!

I've had a sufficiently good weekend, had a few beers last night, but I did well the whole rest of the day so i'm not upset. And it was with my mom, we don't get a whole lot of girl time together, so when she says she wants to go out for a few drinks and chat I'm not going to say no.

I didn't exercise as much as I should have this weekend, but I am going to force myself to exercise tonight. Haven't weighed in either, but I am going to try to not weigh in everyday, it makes me slightly neurotic and haha that's not a good mental state to be in!! Well I hope everybody is feeling well and wonderful and had a great weekend!

It's beautiful here in MN and even though I'm inside, the thought of it being nice out just makes me happy and uplifted!
Have a good day!!
Oh and random thought/question: So i don't think I shared the drama with all of you about my Mexico trip. Well 15 minutes before I had to board the ferry to get on my flight leaving mexico, my suitcase broke. So i had to fit everything that I could into my carry on, which wasn't much, so I had to leave A LOT back. Ugh. it sucked. It really didn't bother me cuz I was thinking i would be in a different size by the time it was nice out, well it's nice out and i'm not. I can still fit into the jeans and clothes I have, but want new stuff. Should i just tough it out for the next few weeks with my ragged jeans and clothes before buying new stuff? I feel like I have no clothes!! cuz i always pack heavy and had to leave a lot behind. I want new clothes now, but feel it may be a waste especially since I hope I should be down a size in a couple weeks, but at the same time I hate walking around wearing the same clothes all the time...thoughts? ( oh and I literally left ALL my nice weather clothes in mexico, tops, capris, shorts, etc)
I'm editing this again: I'm having a moment....ugh...I just realized that if I keep up with my weight loss pace that I have been doing I should be in a size 16 by my 24th birthday, which is really exciting!! I plan on getting a new dress for the occasion. However, I just found out that we're going to a river/camping thing the weekend before and I'm bumming about this. I've always been the "fat friend" and I just realized even if I work my butt off for the next few months and get down to that size 16, I will still be the "fat friend." I shouldn't think negatively like that...but these thoughts occur and it's hard cuz I'm surrounded by a lot of shallow people. My friends are great but the guys we hang out with won't even look at you unless you are a size 2....(all my friends are petite and thin, i stick out)...sorry for the ramblings, I just had no one else to share my feelings with on this issue...