David~BOOT CAMP IS NOW IN SESSION!!! MUST REPORT RESULTS
2morrow!.LOL
misspriss78,Chele~hehehe now I do not feel as bad about that.
KDM322 ~EXCELLENT JOB~YOUR DOING GREAT
mateosmama2005 ~WELCOME & GOODLUCK WITH YOUR GOALS.
as far as me...........

Got bad news today
I have been having major problems with breathing ~especially when the cold air starts.I actually have been doing this for several years and it gets worse ever year~anyways~MY doctors office did A test on me to see how bad my asthma was~And they called a few hours ago and said I have emphyzema. I am devistated.
I Honestly think its more than that~Cause back when I frist started having my breathing problems I went to another hospital(A MORE ADVACNES ONE) just to there mergency room And they took chest x-rays and said I had a mass in my left lung In between the size of nickel & a quarter~They told me to follow up with my family doctor~of course I did and he orederd futher
x-rays and said they was fine~but I struggled with that because the person that read the xray told him that my lungs looked clean as could be and that there was not even any signs of me ever being a smoker~I SMOKED FOR 19 YEARS! I just quit about a year & 1/2 ago.
Anyways My left lung hurts all the time when I breath and I feel like its collasped half the time or noth working which is weird. I have expressed this to my doctor for years and he acts unworried.
I Think I need a new doctor.~I got 3 kids and A hubby who need me and this may be something worse than emphyzema...(i read the only thing that can be mistaking on a breathing test to be emphyzema is A tumor in the lung or lungs)Or maybe my anxiety is kicking in~another thing that started when My breathing issues did.
Those who pray please say a prayer for me ~I am sooooo damn scared right now... This feels like one of those days That I would conisder to be the worst of my life or on my top 10 list.
