Hey guys i havent forgotten about you .. i just havent had time to come in and chat.. My life is crap atm.. lol its just one drama after another.. and im maintaining not losing a thing.. must be stress i think..
heres the short version of whats been going on.. lol Cameron broke Leahs finger . Slammed it in the car door.. same night JOhn flew in.. didnt have time to cook grabbed something out.. and boof.. Leah had a allergic reaction.( rash from head to toe swollen limbs.. asthma.. eyes swelled shut you know the usual food additive reaction). at the airport.. had broken finger... i reacted to.. i had a rash all over my face.. john plane came in late and then he was the last one to get off.Cameron very upset about Leah and cryed when he saw police cause he thought he was gonna get arrested for hurting her.. lol
JOhns visit was good .. But leah got travel sick all through my nice new car.. lol
John went back to work.. kids broke door off my kitchen.. friends are fighting with each other..
Dad involved in car accident tuesday.. back to the damn hospital for the 3rd time in 3 weeks .. lucky me.. lol . had to go pick him up from accident scene becuase he told the ambulance fireman and police he was ok.. ( LYER) ..
sat in a and e dropped the kids off at inlaws after 1 hour wait though..
Dad has whiplash but luckily nothing broken.. bruised and very sore.. he is spassaming from his head to his tail bone.. across to his hips.. but is ok ..
got out of hosptial at 1 am.. had to pick up Leah on the way since she had no nappy.. she was soaked through all her clothes poor kid.. then dropped dad home.. got to bed at 3 am woke at 5 am with a nightmare and then couldnt get back to sleep..
i had magor binge wednesday night . hungry and exhasusted.. i ate crap and didnt cook a meal.. went to some 3100 calories..
mum arguing with dad.. over stupid crap.. when he is in pain and miserable.. omg leave him alone...... she drives me nuts..
sick of dramas .. and want normal life with hubby at home .. instead of single mother for 4 weeks.. family 1 week .
So anyway.. yesterday i took back the control.. i went to the pool.. and instead of just laps.. i joined the deep water aqua.. then did laps after wards.. i loved it so afterwards i went up stairs to join the gym.. .. casual swim is 6.50 a visit without sauna and spa. and then aqua is 10 a session.. as are all the classes.. 10 bucks a visit..
The gym said i could join pool, and classes.. which included.. yoga pilates body combat, ciruit.. aqau.. everythign except there ellipticals and treadmills.. ( i have my elliptical and i walk outside.. ) for get this... $8.90 a week .. and there is a free creche.. i can swim as much as i like.. Leah gets in for free .. with my memebership.. and can go in the free creche while i go do the classes .. so far i plan on going to aqua on monday and thursday .. and the pilates/yoga/taichi class on tuesday ( body balance ) . i really need to work on my posture.. my back swings out to far at the back.. ..
so any way thats me.. im over the stress now. and feel.. fine.. but dont want anymore of it.. dont even want to talk to my fighting friends.. or parents.. just want quiet calm.. for a little while.. plan on taking the kids to the pool tommorrow..
it will cost me $3 lol.. just to get Cameron in.. yippee.. they love it.. and so do i ..
all the above is why i have been too exhausted to keep up .. with you guys.. i hope every one is doing better then me lol ..