Hey everyone!
I've been MIA for a week (or two weigh-ins). I went on a family vacation to Colorado for a wedding.
While I was there, I noticed the look on peoples faces that haven't seen me in 3 years. The shock (wide eyes, skimming my body), followed by the open armed hug "How are you?!!"
I'm extremely low right now. Usually I live by the "I don't care what people think about me" rule....but this time I care what I think about ME. The photos of the wedding-they're horrifying. I'm embarrassed and sad. I'm just low.
I gained 6lbs while there. Between the food and the beer-I should have known better. I did know better. But I thought hey, they've already seen me, right? What difference does it make?
I'm back on a plan-the low carb plan. I did it twice before. The first time, I lost 40lbs and looked really good; I got pregnant
The second time I lost 30lbs of baby weight and then just veered away from the lifestyle. Not anymore. I'm back. And I can do this. Right?