Well another day out and about. I have lots to do in a week off. Did some car maintenance today so that is out of the way.

I am doing very well remaining abstinant from wheat/flour/sugar. Some kind of record for me.
But the biggest thing is that I am doing it in spite of what life seems to throw my way. I always thought I would do this when life got a little easier.

But it has not gotten easier. I thought these would be good times now that the kids are older but they are not.

My son is growing into a nice young man. And so I am happy about that.
So I am biting the bullet and staying OP no matter what.

I am trying to constantly remind myself that there are good things to come.

I need a life no matter what. Don't want my tombstone reading she died trying to be that girls mom.
Surely there is more to come. Tired of being single so that might be next.
Good thing I am doing this now or would cerainly scare anyone away with this emotional rollercoaster.

So I am looking at what I can handle and what I can not because if it is a not it is also a trigger.
Today I am staying OP no matter who says what. And that will be one more day in the right direction.

So first need to learn some patience with myself and then some patience with the universe.
Just because I wanted to be one of the Waltons, it was not in the grand scheme of things.
Good night John-boy.
Thanks for being there everyone. It helps to have someone to talk too.
Jay loved your description of the symphony. I figure it must be a wonderful experience. I will go one day.
Laurie that is the cutest pressure cooker. I think I may go with the Cuisinart electric. Gotta pay some bills first. This healthy eating is not cheap.
They tell me that after a week OP I will be over the cravings. That would be the physical ones. My body is adjusting. I can feel my body getting lighter. Love that feeling.
Yes have to get what we need from where ever it is given.
Again thanks for listening. I will try to keep it a little less personal. I am going to stay away from people and things that will rob me of my abstinance. One day at a time....
Good nite ....Jude