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Originally Posted by Liliann
I have gained all the weight back..now at 400, I tell ya, it is a trend that I keep at this rate. It is impossible to lose weight on my own..while family members don't need to worry about weight. Over the weekend, ate unhealthy, and lost my focus and now am having a hard time. I feel so alone of me using my food scale and cups while others are eating the good stuff. I tried to work around my family eating habits and just can't do it!! I see ice cream, cakes, chips and just lose control. I just don't know what else to do. I can't live on my own, would be much worst. I thought it would be easy on working on making healthy food choices in my home...but it is not working out, when I see my problems foods. This is my problem am dealing with. I have the mindset on losing, but lose control!!
I have tears on me when seeing 3fc heros on losing over 100 Lbs..It is just remarkable and here I am struggling each meal time and praying for the day of me being a good girl...but always fail. I am at my wits ends here and just accept my body weight the way it is.
I will focus on exercise and aim for an hour a day.
Thank you for letting me vent..  |
Lilian we all believe in you!!! Please don't give up. I was up to 345 lbs at one point and it was the hardest decision I made to change that. I'm no where near where I need to be and everyday is a struggle. Just remember we are all here for you and you always have a place to vent, a shoulder to cry on, or a friend to talk to.
