i'm moody it's sunday I have no food in my house. I really don't want to use this credit card to get food for today and tomorrow that I've been struggling so hard to friggen pay off. But I have to. Let along my stupid email account maybe I should just delete because as much as it doesn't affect me it does (that's not going to make sense to anyone but me sorry) and I don't even know why! grrr I'm going to go shower, go spend 20 on food for today and tomorrow and then heopfully I'll feel better once that's all done.
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By the way i'm the opposite with e-mails, the moment i see something i dont need i delete. |
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:hug: thank you :) As for the emails I wish I could but one gmail shows a bit of what's been written and two...curiousity hits me so I have to read it lol. |
HOLY CRAP! I am so sorry I feel off the face of the earth for a few days. Life got a little out of hand/ridiculous..... I won't go into details, but let's just say it involved at least two episodes of shutting myself in my apartment & crying/screaming like a toddler, and one fall on my a$s in the snow.
Despite the fact that I went over on my calories every day last week by 100-200, and did all sorts of horrible eating last night.. I managed to get all my exercise in. I also achieved a new NSV today: I ran 8.57 miles, without stopping! (Well, except for traffic lights and when I had to hop gingerly through the snow/slush). I'm really happy with this, and it felt good to just run, sing to Lady Gaga, and let my thoughts roll. I absolutely feel calmer now that I've done it. (and, if I can keep it up, maybe a half marathon will be in my future?!) I've been doing a lot of thinking over the past few days about why I overeat. If I didn't eat as much as I do, I'd already be at goal or past it. I notice that when I start to feel like I have lost control of whatever situation I'm in, I get the urge to snack or binge. The question now is, what can I do to either replace this behavior, or stop it? Just telling myself "No" doesn't work. I have to figure it out, but I'm at least glad to see the pattern and work through it. Catch you all in the new chat! PS-Glad you're ok, fromthebox! |
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