bjeweled - I'm with you on this...I love to be active (I can't say I love to run as I've never really been a runner) but I can't wait until I can run that 3.1 miles! Mainly because my entire family (cousins and all) live within 1 or so of my house (we live in a very rural area) anyway it will give me such pride for them to see me running by their houses everyday...without stopping....maybe that's bad but that's my goal to show my family that I lost weight because I tried. My entire family with the exception of 1 aunt are all overweight.
Do any of you ever get this way? Do you feel bad about it or does it motivate you?
I don't know but it's kinda my way of saying..."who's the fat one now!" (Sorry that sounds mean so I should explain...I was always the skinny one...too skinny I couldn't gain weight....they all made fun of me for it....then when I started to gain weight they all made fun of me for that b/c haha I wasn't skinny anymore....well I'm gonna show them. I can't wait until summer when I'm the only one comfortable in shorts and a tank in public!)
okay rant over.





I'll just tell myself, trying to get skinny, trying to get skinny. 