Thanks for the support, honey! I wound up calling my mom and telling her about all my frustrations, and she graciously and awesomely agreed to give me a bit of money for new shoes. Very amazing of her! So, hopefully I'll be getting my butt to the gym soon!
Leigh:
****, she's gonna pass me next. The woman's a tank. She's like Tara from this season of the Biggest Loser.
Meredith:
Thanks SO much honey. Yeah, you're right, I think a lot of people don't realize the stress and frustration that comes with a ton of schoolwork... and me overloading my semester by taking 6 courses was so.. so very stupid, lol... That being said, I bet you've gone through some stressful times yourself in the past... what, 5 months I've been around seeing you work on your weightloss, and you've stuck to it! You're a superstar, and motivation to all of us.

Carter:
"Crap" food by nature tends to have lots of sodium in it in my experience, so it's probably just some water weight bloating. I'm sure you'll be back down tomorrow.

Me:
*Ahem*
152.0
Fluke!?!?! I feel like I skipped right over that evil 153 number!!! Which is amazing because last time around, 153 was the bane of my existence! I sat at 153 for like a week and a half. Is it even possible that this isn't some crazy fluke??? I feel like I'm going to wake up tomorrow morning and be back at 156.8....
I'm changing my ticker anyhow, the number just makes me too happy, haha.
I'm my mom's maid of honour at her wedding in April and my dress is just... a teensy tiny bit snug... it fits, and I can get it on no problem, I just always feel like my tummy is stickin' out terribly. And in June I'm a bridesmaid at my cousin's wedding, and when they measured me for my dress, I was like half an inch too big around the waist to fit a size twelve, so they wanted to order a size 14 and take it in. At the time, I'd been eating instant macaroni and cheese and greasy potato wedges every day. I insisted on a size 12, and the snooty woman there got very, "Ooookaaaaay, but it's really expensive to take it out...."
God, I wanna prove her wrong by having to take my 12 IN, lol.

152.0





But when you finally DO emerge from all the craziness unscathed, you know you'll have a great feeling of accomplishment!! It just proves to you how strong you are.
Anyways, WOOHOO about the 152.0!! Even if it is a fluke, now that you've seen that number you'll just be thirsting to see it again! Hehe. And screw that snooty fitting woman!! I've had my share of experiences with nasty salesladies... One time I was shopping for Homecoming dresses with some of my friends, and we went to a typical department store (where I knew there wouldn't be anything in my size, but I tagged along anyways)--my friends were asking this lady for help, and she says something like "Well, I can help you, you, and you... But YOU *points at me* might have to go somewhere else..." I wanted to slap her! Lol.
I've always thought of the 160s as being like, "normal people" territory--as in, I know of friends of mine that are normal-sized and close in height to me, and they're in the 160s... So I guess I feel like if I were in the 160s... That would make me almost normal?
It's seemed so far away for so long that it's really weird to think that I could actually conceivably get there! But yes, I know I'm not actually that close yet, haha, and I'm sure I'll be back to 173ish tomorrow, or maybe a little less. But yeah, it was still kind of exciting. 


