
Sorry team.. I am at a plateau perhaps????






My throat hurts, I have a headache, my nose is blocked, I have a temperature and I'm really tired
I have to spend the next 2 days at a clients so when I get home tonight I'm going to bed and staying there until the morning with painkillers, decongestants and a big box of tissues 
This evil cold from the dampest, darkest reaches of the disease-ridden underworld will probably take away my appetite and make me lose a load of weight by next week and will then be secretly mocking me the following week as I start eating normally again and gain the weight back 
. Exercising I have been doing like before. I even wrote the reminder on my hands as large as I could in permanent marker this afternoon, to strengthen my will to go. It did work
. But I've been slacking on the food. Going for seconds, and chocolate is my utter downfall. Yesterday eve I ate 3 Oreo's, I was over at a friend (the one from all the trouble) and I couldn't bring myself to say no to them. And this night I ate 300 cals worth of chocolate! I won't gain but I certainly won't lose either this way. And I need only 1-2 lb down to get to my goal! Kick me, ladies. I know I can do this!
Had to take yesterday off work and I can't decide whether to go in today or not. I'm up, dressed and ready to go in but I still have a high temperature, I feel sick, my throat still hurts, my nose is still blocked and I have a stomach ache. I'm sitting here sweating as a write this lol I feel guilty for not going in to work though just for the sake of a stupid cold. Ah well, never mind.
I noticed there's a new BL challenge up on the boards so I signed up for that one too. I've really enjoyed this one and having one start in the New Year would help me keep on track and avoid stuffing myself silly while I'm off work 
WTF????? I have been more OP than ever and am soo confused! I think I may be losing inches.. my pants are def getting looser so that is enough to keep me going. I am soo disappointed. I have never had a plateau like this and I can't stand it. I dont' know how ppl stay motivated!! I feel like I could have eaten all the junk i wanted to gain that pound. 
I have let my eating go way off for the past few days though
I think I'll be lucky to report a maintain on Monday. I'll have to really pull myself together now and get back OP before I fall into that nasty void again of not caring
I can do it though!
Good luck with level 2 of the 30DS too! You're braver than I am 

WELL DONE!!!!!!
Looking forward to seeing the pictures! 


