I fell into a bag of dark chocolate chips tonight, and granola. I feel sick, and honestly, I think I can start fresh with a more positive outlook. I mean, my only "cheat" in the past 5 weeks has been 6 croutons.
I don't like binging, or the idea of it at all. I don't want to feel comfort from food, but I still knew what I was doing and I was doing it for comfort after a really bad day and stress. Now, as of this instant, I am back on plan. I kind of ate too much on purpose to prove a point to my body. Not sure if it was smart or not, but now the feeling is stuck in my head. And it isn't good.
I want to learn it isn't either/or. That is why I'm back on plan and ready for tomorrow.
I have turnips, maybe tomorrow I will have turnip fries! Right now I'm craving tea and bed