I won't miss my daughter smacking my belly and laughing when it jiggles (she's 4, she knows not what she does )
I won't miss my thighs rubbing together
I won't miss having to do the "can I wear this if I have to actually sit down while I'm out" test
I won't miss hating myself every time I eat
I won't miss hating every toned, slim pretty girl that I see on TV
I won't miss feeling tired and run down
I wont miss the insults from people who I thought were my friends.
I won't miss the obvious lies to avoid hurting my feelings.
I won't miss being the only girl in school not wearing size xxxs uniforms. (jk, jk, but seriously everyone else is stick thin.)
I won't miss shopping only in the "bigger women's stores" and wondering what others think when they see the bag I am carrying
I won't miss being scared of embarrassing my kids when their friends come over to meet me
I won't miss feeling like I am being judged by my outside instead of abilities when at a job interview
I won't miss having a butt bigger than my husband's, lol
I won't miss having to explain to my daughter why I feel self-conscious and dress differently when other people are at our house
I won't miss worrying my bummy is invading into someone else's "space" when seated at a NBA game (always so worried about that)
I won't miss the lack of confidence, the lack of security with who I am, or the feeling of inferiority to others (amazing how looks can impact your own view of yourself)
I won't miss being the largest person in the room.
I won't miss being the largest person in my family.
I won't miss buying everything in XL/L.
I won't miss feeling ugly when at the beach.
But mostly I won't miss my kids growing up, and that's why I am here!!!!!
I won't miss feeling self-conscious when people(mainly guys) look at me or when I get a compliment.
I won't miss feeling self-conscious naked in front of someone or even alone.
I won't miss being picky when shopping because the clothes I actually like look terrible on me.
I won't miss my thighs touching each other as much.
I won't miss feeling like the fat friend.
I won't miss to many things to even list.
GOAL TO JOIN THE UNITED STATES NAVY
I won't miss avoiding my kids' school because I don't want them to get picked on for having the "fat mom."
I won't miss avoiding gatherings of all of my old and dear college friends/peers because I don't want them to see what happened to me!
I won't miss getting so big and so depressed that I stopped carrying a purse, wearing makeup and doing my hair.
And 5 million others!
I am so thankful for finally somehow turning it around!