Hi all! First time poster here, longtime anxiety sufferer/weight struggler. I am looking for any advice you all could give. It's going to be long so if you read it all, I truly appreciate it.
I decided to finally seek treatment for my anxiety after suffering for 10 years. I have done some research on different meds but wanted to give some background on how my anxiety manifests itself.
I have severe hyperhidrosis. Basically started at the age of 12 limited to the armpits, used Certain Dri which worked great (I have since never sweat a drop from my armpits) but have over the years developed compensatory sweating BADLY. Everywhere else. Face, neck, head, legs, feet, chest, etc. The worst really is my head and face. I don't know whether I have anxiety from the sweating or sweat from the anxiety (probably a lot of both) but let's suffice it to say my social life has become severely hindered due to the sweating.
Another issue of mine is problems with weight, which brings me to this site. I was always at a happy weight for my frame and height, then went off to college and have since ballooned 30 pounds, no matter what I do. I love exercise, but it seems my anxiety has turned me into an emotional eater, so all the time spent in the gym doesn't matter anyway. It's extremely depressing to see photos of myself as a thin and happy girl, to now avoid people who knew me then for fear they will see how much weight I've gained.
I went to my doctor for advice and she recommended 20mg of citalopram. The citalopram worked well in terms of calming some of my anxiety and actually decreased my cravings for food/appetite, but it caused serious insomnia and orgasm issues (both of which were never a problem, even at my heaviest weight I have always had a healthy sex drive and have always had normal sleeping habits) so I was on it for a month and she said it wasn't the drug for me. But I lost 10 pounds in that month and was so excited by it, I almost didn't even want to mention the sexual/sleep side effects and just learn to deal with them, as being thin again would be better than sleeping and sex.
I gave Cymbalta a shot twice, both times were weight neutral but made me sweat like craaaazy, so I stopped quickly.
This brings me to Wellbutrin XL, the drug I thought would be my miracle. Doc put me on bupropion xl 150mg, I was on that for two weeks and disappointed that I wasn't losing weight (but seemed to be retaining water and looked/felt bloated) so I had called to be bumped up to 300mg. Well the day I was supposed to up the dosage, I broke out into a severe all-over body rash and hives, and had a tight chest. I stopped immediately and am still dealing with the hives, though it's dwindling.
I am so bummed out because I really do need a med to calm my anxiety/depression (therapy has never helped much) and I was hoping Wellbutrin was my ticket to losing the 30 lbs I desperately want to lose.
Did any of you experience the same allergic reaction to bupropion? Would I be better off trying the brand name instead, or do you think this would cause the same reaction?
Thanks so much