Done with day 3! Going out to eat tonight for my aunts birthday at 8pm. I never eat that late, so I ate dinner at home. I'll just get a soda there! I don't care what anyone thinks, this is my body!
paid hubbies fine yesterday (he did speak to his employer who said no, he should get off anyway... ).. then he comes home takes $50 out my wallet (i had aside to pay for one of the kids excursions) and goes and gets chinese for himself for dinner (WHY????)
now he wonders why i am upset today after noticing the money gone (i thought he spent money he had)
then tonight made a great dinner, shredded chicken breast and salad, and as i sat down the plate snaps in two and it ends on the floor (didn't bump the plate, so assume it was cracked enough to be on the point of breaking as it was a clay type plate)
what next *sigh*
think i will go sulk for the rest of the night, and hope tomorrow starts off better.
sorry for venting, some days just really pee me off, and i wont allow myself to turn to food anymore.
iceddragon. I had a day like that on Wednesday. Everything going wrong at once.
Friday was day 4 for me, and today I am working on Day 5. Have most of my food planned -- will go figure out the rest right now. My weight is also coming down off a post-binge, TOM, post-super-salty meal high. Thank goodness for that.
Day 4- no problem last night going out to eat. Everyone said the food was terrible, so I knew I didn't miss anything good. I'm glad I just got a soda, the scale was down again today!
I'm still overeating & baffled by the fact that the scale is going down. I'll take it, but know that it will be temporary if I keep it up. Oh well - enjoying small gifts .
Cleaning like a madwoman today - company is coming tomorrow for my family Thanksgiving. I have been in a frenzy for the last 3 hours. At least I KNOW I'm burning some serious calories!!!
Have a great weekend. Congrats to all of you making awesome choices this weekend. I come here often & enjoy reading about your victories. It motivates me to be more mindful of my eating.
seems life does go on after all >.. LOL
Hubby is taking the kids to the pool after lunch (its nearly summer here), so i am going to spend that time getting in some excercise, i have some dance type games for the wii and xbox.
Food wise i am feeling great, suprising with the crap going on lately, no urges to binge, maybe i let off all that steam with my binge the other day.
We don't do thanksgiving here, but the first week of december is going to be a nightmare, i already have 3 formal dinners to attend, and i know there will be no great choices at any of them. But i just don't want to think about it yet.
Just realized I went my whole weekend without binging. Didn't eat the healthiest but that's basically an impossibility when I go home to my parents house. Didn't get a chance to work out either but I'll jump back on that wagon tomorrow. Went out a couple nights and had fun too so all in all I don't think I did too shabby.
Day 5- I was thinking about eating junk food today, my weight is good right now & I don't want to blow it. I just really have this urge to go buy what I am hungry for. We are going to the market, I will try my best to resist. The 5th & 6th day is always hard for me!
Day 6- over ate pretty bad, but I would not consider it a binge. I did not feel out of control, I just made really bad food choices. Too much junk food!